Years of 2009 Dun think,Just Do

31st December 2008

Well,still left 3 hours n a half for welcoming
the coming new year.
2008 is coming to the end,
means my all sadness n painful r coming to the end too.

2009,
my new life n story gonna begin.
Only i can do is find my own way,
to find the new beginning of my life..

I want to fight for the 1st place in next year class,
just like when i was in Form 2.
I want back that kind of feels!
1st place in F2,
I do want to have back that kind of feels.

2009,
I don't want to disappoint my friends anymore,
I don't want to let my teacher down,
I don't want get punched by my sifu,=p
I don't want get bullied by my brother,
I don't want to see my mother's tears drop.


I want to be independent,
I want to be the best toh dai,
I want to find my own way of study,
I want to show my brother that i better than him,
I want to have back my 100% confidence,
I want to have great marching band,
I want to be good drum major,
I want to have many trials from the God,
I want to build a stronger heart for myself,
I want to be Mr Independent!

Thanks sifu,
and thanks for ah ma da also..
hahaha..
I will stand up no matter facing any kinds of
problem n trial..

Bye bye painful n sadness,
wish u to see you tomorrow..
I am willing to fight against you.
I am preparing to challenge you,
Nobody can help me,unless i help myself.
Nothing is impossible,
so I need to make it possible..


THE END

Grateful but sad

30th December 08 Night


As u know,today is PMR's result announcement day. I don't mind weather i disclose my result in here. I don't care other ppl will shock about my result...Because its already over,means past...

Yes,I get 3As n all Bs in my PMR examination...I'm grateful because i still can join band n other activities,BUT I'm sad...I made my parents look me down,my brother laughed at me,i disappointed my sifu n my tuition teacher..I ve made my friends disappointed..They expected me will score more than that,but i had spoiled everything in my hands!

Just like a doomsday,I lost everything in a day...I let everybody shocked about my results..Every ppl started with their word "aiyo",but not "wow"... And I sent my message to my teacher to tell her about my result,but I still didn't receive any reply from her...

Just because of this theory??? "等价交换"?U will pay wat u will gain? I wish i could join band so i need to have at least 3As... Isit because of my wish,so I only can get 3As ..cannot score higher???Or this is my lame excuse?

Everyone knows that i'm a hardworking guy,always will has a book around no matter i walk to anywhere...But I'm sorry,my hardworks only gained 3As...Every ppl will improve,but i'm totally opposite... I 've scored 4As in UPSR n 3 As in PMR,so my SPM sure will get 2As..?!

Well,I'm thinking negatively..So what? I still cant change the truth. I have no face to see my tuition teacher... Nobody will stand by me anymore...thats all...

THE END

内心的交叉...

28th December 08:

过了明天,
就是决定命运的时候,
这一切都将会改变.

虽然成绩并不代表一切,
但是与母亲的承诺,
这一切都成为了我的压力..

有谁明白,
那一颗紧张又恐惧的心情?
有谁了解,
那一座心中的五指山?

行住坐仆,
浑身不自在..
期待着那一天的到来.

不过,
多少挫折,多少难疑,
多少痛努力的学习,
终有回头的欢喜.
给我探索的天地...

THE END

PMR Doomsday replaced at 30th december

Arhh...
today is not doomsday..
thank you santa,ur best present for me...muahhaha
I went to S.GG.S peacefully...
Enjoy learning...And watching Japanese girls=p
Made many friends,got many emails address from them(especially the japanese)
First time ever,
met many "sexy family" from other school...
but no sexy girls...adui...=p

Back to topic,
PMR announcement day had comfirmed,
Is at 30th december..
I have time to prepare le,
But....
I cant wait to get my results
lol...
Hope the best n God bless...
Opps...still left half an hour..
Christmas is coming...
ahaahaaha..
dunno ah ma da is doing what now..
End the story...tata@ @
_
THE END

Jubilee old-folks home (21 december)

"Hey,im late...say cheese 1st...See,im handsome leh.."

"Ceh,handsome meh,i am more yeng!"

(At The Bus)

"haiz...dun want to perform le la....Tired...>.<

Hie Hie Hie*evil laugh
Nvm la...i play song for u lo...arrgg..pain...


He reli play de ar...=.=

"Haiz...Mou Ngan Tai..."(cartonese)


"Bang!Quite pls....If not,i will angry 1.."

"Speechless..."*shy

"Haha... This Bus gonna fall liao...."

Alice:"Neh...Qiang wo de jing tou"(chinese)
Shayne:''Ya meh...I just lend nia..."


Okay,we r rushing time,so have to cut the perfomance part..
Here we are..Part 2! action!Sorry is part 3..
*actually is lazy to upload...=p shhh

After the performance..
"once upon a time,when..."start with his grandfather story*

Naa...This Is My lunch...Egg n Bihun.. so is call "egg bihun mee"

Eh, Wat r u two staring for???

"R u looking at us?...Hii...dun look like that...we all r boys"


"Chiu...They r looking at him,not me...haiz..."
"wat actually he is doing ar?But i noe there's got toilet,maybe he is loo...."

Ok,now lets have a break..rest 1st...Cut!!!

"Sexy guy wif his "sexyphone".."

ok...Part 4,coming to the end! Now we r all backing to school.
Then my friends n I r going to the nerest KFC shop to continue our second lunch.

"Haiz...too tired...Normally i will rest wif tis cool posting..."

Out From school
Shayne:"Alamak!!!Becareful! Gambateh..!Go ahead!Go forward"
Steven:''Here is our Chung Hwa Confucian,show u how big is it..

"Oh Yes!!!Good!Dun forget to buy 马票.."

At The KFC

"Thats my meal..muahahaha..."
*actually not mine

Steven:"T_T,dun force me...hungry arhrr"
Shayne:"hey,tis is tomato sauce la...."

THE END

24 december...F3 doomsday..(PMR)

21st december 08 year.


After went to jubilee old-folks home in the morning,my friend told me that tis coming Wednesday is our pmr results' s disclose day...My gosh...haiz...i tot is at 29 december... wat a such surprise for me!

To me,wednesday is my doomsday..haha..Im too nervous n afraid...Tis is because after the result is coming out,my future n band r depending on it...My mom and dad gave me alot of pressure n less courage...At least i nid have 3 As...Or else,i cannot go to band le...t_t... Thats y it is a doomsday for me...I love band,i would like to have my own ways n choices...But my mother wants me to follow her way...Even tis is a trials' from the god..BUT,its too pressure for me!

I have been sadden for whole afternoon.Im too scared to get my results...My future.... T_T.... I keep telling myself i have to trust myself,dun think too much,i have to leave it to God...Tis is the advised from my master...But now he is not here,everything i nid depend on myself...Nobody can counselling me already... But i still remember wat master had said to me,"must have a stronger heart!,pray to god,he wont forsake u!"When i was down,my heart will automatic appear n say those words for me d...

Zhao wen is right,he told me that DM cannot easily give up,must 100% trust myself....But my problem is i afraid my result does not please my mother...Then everything will be gone...Then my band n my life will truly ruined by my mother's hand..haiz...

Anyway,i have to leave to God now...Many friends din look me down and always support me..So i believe God will give me a way for me to walk..

SHAYNE,I CAN!!!

THE END

提升!!

12-12-2008:

好失望的一天咯....但这也会将改变!

今天早上准备出门去乐队练习..从Farlim走到中华中学...过后Marching两三个小时,个别分成几组练习..由与我的组是最差的一组,所以整组被罚跑滑轮场四圈,包括我本身...哈哈..Drum major 也要做个好板样,才能带动每个人...刚跑完四圈,再加上全体跑学校的两圈...

Haiz...今天我对自己是极度的失望..我的staminal突然变得好差...只是区区的6圈罢了嘛...我竟然喘到胃痛...刚跑完四圈,我就已忍着肚皮继续往前跑..我一直告诉自己我一定熬过...我不段忍着肉体上的疼痛,忍着心跳的加速...一直熬到组组的六圈...

跑完后,各自回到音乐室,我不段地自责,自己一个人在一旁反思...莫非我老了?哈哈...开玩笑...我绝不能再这样下去了...我必需进步!!明天我要挑战8圈!!Drum Major!!你是能的!!!!

THE END

Holidays Schedule (December)

Start from tomorrow,i will start my study on F4 subjects...First of all,i would like to plan my holidays schedule now...haha...I realized that now is too late for me to study..My god d..Since last two day i bought add maths to read,i found that chapter 1 is very easy...But,its just the begining..haiz..When i looked through the questions,it seemed to be easier to answer...Unfortunately,I can't explain it..I know how to do,but failed to explain it..haiz..haha

Let us see wat im going to do after today:

Monday:10am to 12pm Study
2pm-3pm pray or read bible
after3pm sleep or continue study
8pm-10pm tuition
after tuition Do homework,chatting,write blog or sleep

Tuesday:10am-12pm study
2pm-4pm pray or read bible
after 4pm rest or continue study
8pm-10pm study
after 10pm sleep

Wednesday and Thursday:same as usual..

Friday:8am-4pm Band Practice
8pm-10pm study
after 10pm rest

saturday:8am-4pm Band Practice
5.30pm to 7.30pm study
after 7.30pm until 10.30pm go to temple
after 10.30pm rest

Sunday:10am-12.30pm study
12.30pm to 5.00pm go to gym
after 5.00pm rest
7pm to 8.30pm Homework
after 8.30pm study
10.30pm rest

THE END

"她"

12月3日08年:

她

朝朝暮暮的等待
可以领悟说不出来
点点滴滴在心头
可以明白写不出来
心中的伤害可以感受写不出来
想念她的今日日渐深重起来

不要以为我心里没有秘密
天涯海角都分开
从今无法相爱
孤独不苦不在乎
才不会为一个字万劫不复
想得太清楚反而迷路我愿盲目