Lights Every Where,Hopes Every Where.....

26th February 10

Tick...Tock....Tick Tock.... the sound of the clock was just passed through my ears...I took a deep breath,and laid on the bed to take a few minutes nap...My nose was blooding...the blood flew through my throat n caused me sore throat.... Being sicked for two weeks,dun worry...i just had a bad flu only.. Because of this illness,it injured my nose... Once my mucus come out from my nose,the blood will continue flow out also...=p

This few days,my heart was totally burst... N my head was going explode... Busy with drawing my own formation steps for the coming Hari Sukan....N busy with my lisan n oral too... Many of my teachers wanted to choose me to join d pertandingan berpidato, chinese poem competition n debate also... It is because of i speak with eloquent??? well...some ladies in my class said that my voice is sexy...=.=....

the end of January is almost reach,n i have wasted my two weeks without studying properly...because of sick,n doing such formations...orals..... I feel lazy right now... stare infront of the computer,writing blog n wait the time to travel faster... This two days,i didn't do any of my homework....I was like cursed by a Bomoh,feel that my body n hands becoming more heavier.... my heart is empty,although already planning what to do today and tomorrow,but the rate of my determination is completely drop....The assignments are increasing gradually every days,every single periods..... My burden is increasing...N i can't afford it with my shoulders.

After tonight,i really have to change my habit...my behavior.... This habit must no longer exist in daily life... Cause i had waste all the times.... For a successor,i think times is money,once u can't catch up the minutes n seconds,means u lost the cents n coins in the future... So times make money,and effort decide your future... so Lights Every Where,Hopes Every Where.... Light up ur life,fullfill your life with different colours.... Victory of Light is infront of you...

waa....love same skin colour ppl like me....muahahahaa

Chris Brown-With You

I need you boo, (oh)
I gotta see you boo (hey)
And there're hearts all over the world tonight,
Said the hearts all over the world tonight [x2]

[Verse 1]
Hey! Little mama,
Ooh, you're a stunner
Hot..little figure,
Yes, you're a winner
And I'm so glad to be yours,
You're a class all your own
And..
Oh, little cutie
When..you talk to me
I swear..the whole world stops
You're my sweetheart
And I'm so glad that you are mine
You are one of a kind and..

[Bridge:]
You mean to me
What I mean to you and..
Together baby,
There is nothing we won't do
'cause if I got you,
I don't need money,
I don't need cars,
Girl, you're my all.
And..

[Chorus:]
Oh!
I'm into you,
And girl,
No one else would do,
'cause with every kiss and every hug,
You make me fall in love,
And now I know I can't be the only one,
I bet there heart's all over the world tonight,
With the love of their life who feels..
What I feel when I'm

With you [x5]
Girl..
With you [x5]

[Verse 2]
Oh girl!
I don't want nobody else,
Without you, there's no one left then,
You're like Jordans on Saturday,
I gotta have you and I cannot wait now,
Hey! Little shawty,
Say you care for me,
You know I care for you,
You know...that I'll be true,
You know that I won't lie,
You know that I would try,
To be your everything..yeah..

[Bridge:]
'cause if I got you,
I don't need money,
I don't need cars,
Girl, you're my all.
And..

[Chorus]

With you [x5]
Oh..
With you [x5]
Yeah Heh..

[Bridge 2]
And I..
Will never try to deny,
that you're my whole life,
'cause if you ever let me go,
I would die..
So I won't front,
I don't need another woman,
I just need your all and nothing,
'cause if I got that,
Then I'll be straight
Baby, you're the best part of my day

I need you boo,
I gotta see you boo
And there're hearts all over the world tonight,
Said the hearts all over the world tonight [x2]
Woo Oh.. Yeah
They need it boo,
They gotta see their boo,
Said the hearts all over the world tonight,
Hearts all over the world tonight [x2]

[Chorus]

With you [x5]
Girl..
With you [x5]
Oh..

The truth of shayne.....= =

Every ppl feel tat shayne is a very thick face person...is tat true???yeah!!! look at d pic above,when talking oso need pointing his finger to d camera...


Many of his frens feel tat he is "sunny koay"阳光的男孩...is tat true?? well,look d pic above,then u will know....He love to laugh!!!^^...laugh until like tis...

N laught to ppl he don't reconize 1...hahahaha

Ppl always tot he is very crazy sometimes,but when he becomes serious..just like d pic above...yeng leh??

sometimes he is very smart too... n tis time act like a wood....hahahaha

Shayne can spinning mace????

Not just only he know how to spinning wif two hands,but one hand he oso can....^^

He know how to play sax... N his percussionist fren is oso sexy...=p

The important is he has the best percussionist's member!!!

2010!!! is right here!!

2nd January 2010

我我我我。。。。终于回来了。。muahahahahahaha。。。上几个星期我的电脑突然病慌，送到医院去接受诊疗。。今天才刚好。。哈哈哈。。。 我今天特别多话讲，也特别多的道理要在这里说。。。也借今天所说的道理希望能帮助到那些遇到挫折的朋友。。。^^

先说说上个星期的事情吧。。。其实，我一直都很担心我不会骑motor....我从我出生以来，从来没动过脚车。。=.=...吓倒叻！！！muahahahahaha。。。骑过脚车的人应该知道脚车最重要的条件是懂得平稳性。。。惨了咯。。。我连最基本的平稳都不会了，怎样骑motor呢？？？我还记得前3年，我的朋友教我骑脚车，足足教了我几个星期。。。一年后，又一个朋友教我骑。。。他们都很尽力的去教我，但我还是一窍不通。。依然还是3岁小孩那样完全掌握不到技巧。。。但连3岁小孩都应该比我厉害吧....ahahahaha=p

考了undang后,我就上了teori的课程。。。一旦到practical的时候，我开始紧张。。犹豫不定。。 因为那边的教授说要看你到底适不适合拿'L'....如果连平稳都不能了，那还拿什么'L'..那时候我的心情可是十万火急。。。又慌又乱，很怕拿不到'L' leh.....T.T... 但“黄天不负有'黑'人”。。教practical的教授是比较cincai一点。。。就这样，我就拿了'L'....^^ 真是天公疼愚仔。。。通常苯的人都是很幸运的。。。muahahahahaha......okok...我不是笨。。。是笨了一点。。。哈哈哈

拿了L又怎样？？？我还是不会骐motor.....就像前几次，我下去pasar malam 的大草场去学驾motor,我足足练了2/3个小时，我还是不能平稳自己。。。hee.....我的爸爸在那边向我摇头。。。我的父母很看小我，一直中伤我。。。说：“我怎么生了世上那么笨的孩子，连motor都不会骐。。大男孩不会骐，是很失败的。。。”讲到我。。。。炸倒！！！hahahahaha..... 讲到我全身酱热。。。难怪天气酱热，应该是我造成的。。。soli soli=p.... 那种感觉又hot又热。。几乎一样意思hor???? =.=.... Hot 到我变七龙珠，只差头发没有变黄罢了，不然就真的变Goku....^^....haha

第二天，我静坐祷告了一下。。希望我的苦楚和心情能告诉上帝，希望您能助我一臂之力。。把愚笨的我唤醒起来。。 好！！！ 这次我鼓起勇气不断的去克服自己。。。 我连续翻了3次motor,在这3次我不断的忍住疼痛。。。就在这一差那间，我终于会骑了。。。!!起初，不管我怎样骑，怎样开油，三番四次地翻倒在地上...T.T....不只是跌倒那么简单，还烫到。。。haiz....就是不知道突然想起父母怎样讲我的时候，我的火气平稳了我的身体。。就这样我就会驾motor了=.=...

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*其实我们做人，不能轻易看小自己或别人，因为人有无限的可能。。。每一件事情，能不能达成，是在乎你的那一颗信心和恒心而已。。。哈哈！！就不讲我自己吧。。有看马太福音的圣经的人，都应该知道耶稣怎样救世人。。死人都能救得活。^^。唯有相信主，它的话，才能得救。。。所以很明显的看得出，只要有信心，相信自己，一定能成功的！！！信心要十足，其他的就交给命运吧。。就好像一句话说，"do the best,n God will do the rest"!!! 不要害怕去尝试，要先跌倒才能取得效果嘛。。。有看新加玻戏吗？？最流行的一句话：“Belum try,belum tahu;Sekali try,Hari-hari Mahu”^^... 我一直都认为我的脚车和绘画都很差的，但因为用心的关系，终于成功了^^...

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New year Eve 那天早上，我到Hard Rock去打工。。 你曾是过拔1000只以下的虾吗？？很好！！我知道你们没有。。==... 但我的确一个人拔虾壳拔到1000多只。。到现在，我的手指还在疼着。。>.<...可怜的我。。哈哈。。 不只是拔虾而已，我还把一块块的羊肉做成sate....整一大桶的羊肉。。我看你们应该系想象不到那个一大桶是多大。。。哈哈哈。。。 Hard Rock Hotel晚上举办了一个好像宴会一样来庆祝new year的到来。。。在海边举行。。哇。多浪漫哦。。。我还看到很多洋人。。尤其是年轻的洋女...waaaa...shiok arrr...^^好棒的身材。。。muahahahahaha....在我的学校都没有这种身材的女生。。。哈哈哈。。。正！！

那边多数是洋人比较多，华人比较少。。。因为那边不是一般人都能力去的。。。你知道吗？？ 一个人去是要花费RM688！！！ 一个人罢了worr....不是一群人哦。。 所以洋人去比较值得。。我们的马币的一半罢了。。 当然不只是吃啦，还有show看。。Break Dance,hip hop那些。。。。 我还看到benson^^... 在度想起Bagan Xin Zhong。。

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我发觉那边马来人的工人很多。。不用担心，他们都黑过我。。 我看我一生中不能忘记的是有一马来女生竟以为我是马来人。。=.=!!!!!!她无法辨认我是华人。aduiiii!!!!!!!!!!!惨了啦。。haiz....

我发觉到马来人和印度人都有共同点。。就是他们是很high的那一种。当音乐播罢了，他们就在那边自己跳自己爽。。哈哈哈。。 跟我一样罢了啦。。难怪她辨认不到我是华人=.= 洋人的小孩都很天真的那一种，一群小孩在舞台上跳舞。。。跳到很高兴，根本不会去害怕台下的人在笑他们。。就是不明白为什么我们华人还不至于他们= =。。。

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*所以这群小孩也证实了我们的本来面目。。其实人的心本来就是一片天真无烦恼的。。正因为环境的改变，和物质上的诱惑才构成了个人的性格。。佛陀成道时都说明众生皆有如来智慧德象，但以妄想执著，而不能证得。。人的心本来无一物，无菩提可求。。都因尘世迷惑了自己。。