上!!

23rd January 009 NIGHT


F4是度蜜月日??自从上了两个星期的课,学校的功课是一天比一天多..就只单单akaun,就足用了一个晚上来作答...

这个星期我已经3天一点多两点才睡了...这样辛苦做什么?? "为功课"!! 就只做功课,我根本无法分配不到时间来读书...每晚赶夜车,就从下午做到傍晚....刚完成功课,就感到十分的累...精力全失,无法打起十二分精神来读书...就这样,一天一天的这样过了....

昨晚是我最感到感恩的一天,因为在前天拼命的把功课做完,所以昨天轻松了许多...简直讲,昨天没功课...muahahaha...正是我读书的好日子...也不知道怎么了...读书的感觉特别爽...从8.00pm直读到2.30am...然后5.30am起床....当然,现在的我已经不知道怎么形容...好累叻....

单单这几天的磨练...也帮我练起了今日事今日毕的精神....今天的功课就应当今日完成,不得留到别天才动手,因为这样能减轻明天你要做的功课.....这个道理我几乎体会了许些...

回到主题...F4??? 真正的辛苦才刚开始,这段路只能往前,根本就没有时间去想要怎么回头看....很感恩上帝...给我了更高难度的挑战性...这个感觉我很喜欢...很爽!!! 我也只会向前走...我要上!!!要上!!!要高高在上!!!

华人新年即将到..祝大家新年快乐..时时在都在进步!!

提升自己!!

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Where's my power?

18th January 008 Evening


Well,I'm fine,but busy with study,as usual...Being studying for 2 weeks,my homework are increasing everyday... Too many homework until I don't have enough time to study...haiz..

don't know why I will lazy at every saturday....Lazy study...allah!! Saturday is supposed to do homework,but i choose to sleep..haiz...My illness comes again...aduii...Now i almost can't catch up the chapter that my teachers had taught..haha=p

In my class,has very few notes,but many handwriting notes..Besides that,the homework are more than the teachers's teaching....Compare to S2,my class's teachers are not so pro..=p..*wish no teacher view this blog...=p...The notes that given by the teachers are very few..I better count on myself...hahaha...

This week,I didn't do any revision for 3 days...aizz...My homework are really annoying..."After doing maths,then add maths will shout at me;after doing add maths,turns akaun shouting le.." whoooo!!!! rush hour de....Everyday after school,almost will do homework until night..Then I will start to tired,and only study few hours....aduii...Some subjects can't really focus on,because of too tired....

Hmm...chemistry chapter 1 got 24 formula of chemical... =.=!!! Physic chapter 1 have many derived quantities....every formula need to know,and memorize...Sejarah chapter 1,i hate tamadun....many ciri-ciri need to memorize....add maths chapter 2 still blurring now....As for BM,tatabahasa part...Ex:"Semak"-"semak"....make sentences of this two different meaning....I don't know how to improve my skills...haiz... Then for karangan? no comments....=_=

Read all books at once are impossible...Need time for me to understand de....CNY is coming,holidays is coming too..I still have one month to prepare my exam at March...Kinda busy and rushing... God,please help me to cure my illness...I am too lazy...=p

My quote:
Everything God touches turns into a miracle.
Never underestimate what He wants to do in your life.


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When I'm with you

14th January 009 Evening


I'm freaking love tis song(when I'm with you)..It is touchfull for me..."When you're not around I'm feeling,Like a piece of me is missing,When it feels like the day is closing in.Somehow I find the faith to make it through...." These part is truly madly deeply shooting my heart...=p

Here's the lyrics

When I'm with you
When I'm with you
When I'm with you you you
You.. when I'm with you

What good's a memory
Without you there with me
The morning sun ain't the same
Without you here
You are the summer breeze
The wind blowing through the trees
You make the loneliness
All just disappear

Nothing replaces your touch
Never stop believing in us
They try to break us
But we stand strong in love
They'll be no distance too far
I gotta be where you are (right where you are)

I don't wanna face this world alone
Without you by my side
You're the only one
That makes it feel like home
And I need you in my life
When you're not around I'm feeling
Like a piece of me is missing
When it feels like the day is closing in
Somehow I find the faith
To make it through
When I'm with you
When I'm with you
When I'm with you you you
You.. when I'm with you

What's a photograph
If you're not in the other half
Why even dream
If I'm not dreaming of you
You make me a better man
Promise I'll do all I can
Your love keeps me bringing me
Closer to the truth

Nothing replaces your touch
Never stop believing in us
They try to break us
But we stand strong in love
They'll be no distance too far
I gotta be where you are (right where you are)

I don't wanna face this world alone
Without you by my side
You're the only one
That makes it feel like home
And I need you in my life
When you're not around I'm feeling
Like a piece of me is missing
When it feels like the day is closing in
Somehow I find the faith
To make it through

When I'm with you
When I'm with you
When I'm with you you you
You.. when I'm with you

When I'm with you
When I'm with you
When I'm with you you you
You.. when I'm with you

Hey

I questioned whether time or fate
Would ever show me a sign
The moment I saw you
That's when I knew
I feel it when I'm with you

I don't wanna face this world alone
Without you by my side
You're the only one
That makes it feel like home
And I need you in my life
When you're not around I'm feeling
Like a piece of me is missing
When it feels like the day is closing in
Somehow I find the faith
To make it through
When I'm with you
When I'm with you
When I'm with you you you
You.. when I'm with you

When I'm with you
When I'm with you
When I'm with you you you
When I'm with you

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Miss you

11st January 2009 Morning

As we passed each day,
How can i just let you walk away?
How can you just walk away from me?
When all I can do is watch you leave?
How far you are but how near you seems to be..
Spend on my time waiting,
just for the second chance...
A fragile heart was broken before,
A hurting mind in need of emotion.
There's so much to lose,yet so much more to gain.
Please help me to mend,
To mend this fragile heart.

Sadly,you never gave me too many chances,
to show you how much i care..
nevermind,
I just want to say straight from my heart,
I miss you now...

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Step in the school 009

5th January 09 Rainy day

5th was the first day of school,I felt very sleepy when woke up earlier in the morning...Its 5 o'clock lo...Don't know why last night cant sleep properly,haiz..."goyang here goyang there"...Maybe nervous?i think so.=p

After reached in the school,i went to find some notices or noticeboard to look for my class...Hmm...I found out i will be studying in 4S2 this year...There were some sadness and happiness for me..I was unhappy because i can't get what class that i wanted,but luckily 4S2 is the TOP 2 class in science stream...muahahaha=p

But S2 does not please me,because I don't wanna take Bio..I want to study in S4,just exchange akaun with Bio only...Some friends n teachers asked me alot:"why u want to study in S4? Your results are good,and S2 is a top 2 class in science stream.." Nope,my results aren't good...As you know,PMR i scored 3As(does not including Geo,Sej,Kh)..All the memorising subjects,i scored badly...So why i want to take Bio as my risk? Yea,physic and chemistry also need to memorize...BUT i don't like Bio,is more harder than i expected...And is easier than prinsip akaun.. Then why i want to choose Science stream? First is for my future,second is encouraged by my mother..

Plus,I'm choosing subject,not class...Although S2 is the Top 2 class with good friends and students,but that's not important...If you really know how to take care of yourself,then nothing will afraid...I have confidence with what i had chosen,so I will work hard and smart on it! I want to prove to my mom that my choices are right... And I am willing to do it,so nothing can stop me!

As!!!I'm waiting for you!!!!!!

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第一步!

3rd January 2009 Morning


跨入09年的第一步,我带着重生的心情去寻找自己..我带着信心去寻找我的读书方法,我只要求向前寻,我不再会回头望.. 过去并不代表我不在意,反而可激励自己..失败不代表失去,是给自己站起来的机会..!

直到昨天,我突然变得十分懒惰...就算是已经计划好的东西,我都懒得去动.当然,这已经不是第一次了...这种懒惰的态度绝不能继续,不然开学后还是会变成死虫一样...那样我几时才能达到我的誓言?每天说明天再努力吗?

不过昨天比较恐怖,我从来都没试过连续看整天的电视.."从9.30am直到3.30am" 几乎是吃看,看吃...惨咯..哈哈=p 这种懒惰病有得医吗? 是我吃错药,还是没吃药? 无言啦.!

自言自语:"行不通啦,还没开学就给我一个"小"考验?! 若不再克服,SPM真的吃鸡蛋了..=_=..."
良心医生:"Ohh... 放心啦,还有鸭蛋?!"
自言自语:"要我喂你吗?"
良心医生:"Err..这里倒是有一个秘方..."
自言自语:"睡觉?!"
良心医生:"如果你要...=.= 当你懒惰的时候,不仿照一照镜子,跟自己讲:"现在不行动,几时要?不是不要让大家失望吗?现在我数123,马上行动!"
自言自语:" 当你懒惰的时候,不仿照一照镜子,跟自己讲:"帅不帅,谁要看?
不是不要让大家失望吗?现在我数123,马上变帅!"
良心医生:"无言!"

也许这也是鼓励自己的方式吧?!要努力逼自己站起来,看起来很不简单....这也将会是我的第一个考验,不多说了,马上行动!

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