It's not too simple

hoping to have a good results in spm,but in the end i failed to achieve what I want.. I couldn't get to F6,and I cant fulfilled my dreams... It is not too easy get score a subject....I mean me....MYSELF alright?? Although many people who get straight As will disagree. But listen,only that straight As guys will disagree.... The people like me,who had put much effort to face it..... I know my standard,no more blaming..

My class will start at 3rd of May,i will close my facebook and only play on saturday and sunday ....My mom has to pay rm10000 for the diploma this coming 2 years.... If i cant pass,her money will be wasted.... So I need to change....I mean my attitude....and my habits . I have been finding all the excuses for not changing myself.... Because when you are 100% focusing on your studies, you cannot fallen in love with anyone.... Maybe someone will disagree,they said as long as you can manage your study time well... Allow me to refute, how many people in this world will actually can make it??? minority??that is the problem.... And i'm not belongs to them.... If my another half is mature enough,know when and what is the time for us to be together and the time for studying together....Then my life is perfect... Life is not as simple as you think... Is it so easy to find someone who really suits to you?? It's not too simple...

Life is simple,It's just not too easy.... This is the background of my blog...Sometimes I want to laugh but i have to sigh.... Endure ,endure and endure......Don't give up though the pace seems slow...