21st december 08 year.
After went to jubilee old-folks home in the morning,my friend told me that tis coming Wednesday is our pmr results' s disclose day...My gosh...haiz...i tot is at 29 december... wat a such surprise for me!
To me,wednesday is my doomsday..haha..Im too nervous n afraid...Tis is because after the result is coming out,my future n band r depending on it...My mom and dad gave me alot of pressure n less courage...At least i nid have 3 As...Or else,i cannot go to band le...t_t... Thats y it is a doomsday for me...I love band,i would like to have my own ways n choices...But my mother wants me to follow her way...Even tis is a trials' from the god..BUT,its too pressure for me!
I have been sadden for whole afternoon.Im too scared to get my results...My future.... T_T.... I keep telling myself i have to trust myself,dun think too much,i have to leave it to God...Tis is the advised from my master...But now he is not here,everything i nid depend on myself...Nobody can counselling me already... But i still remember wat master had said to me,"must have a stronger heart!,pray to god,he wont forsake u!"When i was down,my heart will automatic appear n say those words for me d...
Zhao wen is right,he told me that DM cannot easily give up,must 100% trust myself....But my problem is i afraid my result does not please my mother...Then everything will be gone...Then my band n my life will truly ruined by my mother's hand..haiz...
Anyway,i have to leave to God now...Many friends din look me down and always support me..So i believe God will give me a way for me to walk..
SHAYNE,I CAN!!!
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well, ur "master" may not b always there but God is.. gud 2 c u can encourage urself de.. hehe.. but nvm, i m still here.. haha.. u can de la.. 3a's nia.. sup sup sui la.. =) ll keep u in my prayer!! pray tat it ll b a nice n BIG present 4 u the next day.. hee.. all the best!
Wait! Are you sure its on the 24th? B/c the kosmo newspaper said its gonna be on the 30th of december. Here, read this
http://www.kosmo.com.my/kosmo/content.asp?y=2008&dt=1221&pub=Kosmo&sec=Negara&pg=ne_05.htm
Touch d...hehe...thx thx...
by the way,how did u get tis wedside,cool...haha
Firstly, u should ask your friend where he/she got the news from. This is confusing! I don't know whether I should got to school this Wednesday or not lol. Can we rely on Kosmo? lol
oh my god...dun tell me this is the gift from the Santa Claus lo...
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