Wednesday, March 18, 2009

Mace vs Teach?

19th March 09 ====================================Rainy day

I have a friend,which is call XX...He is a trainee dm and is also my best friend too...He is nice and talkative...And is part of my team(Eastlife) too...=p Ofcourse today i wanted to talk about him.... I am unable to tell him what my feeling and how selfish I am....

I need a dm which is only focus on teaching and not only focus on playing mace...Members r more important,even u really have that talent to play mace...For me,I prefer focus on teaching...And always change my style to make my members to improve....I only practicing my mace when i have time....U won't know how hard is it to make all members to improve....

Recently,XX always asking hong kuan to teach him play mace....He taught him many tactics but not me...Sometimes i will think,maybe they r from the same section???... Last few days,I finally cant endure anymore....I went to tell him:"XX,focus more on teaching,not playing..ok?" But he replied with this answer:" I'm not going to be a dm,I just want to play..."

Until yesterday,I saw him playing better than me....He started to become the second hong kuan.... He is very good in playing mace and improving very fast... Beside,he is better than me now..His learning so fast,improving so fast...

I started becoming so jealous with him..I know i should not have this kind of thinking....I know i might be killed by my sifu if he read this...hee....=p Now sifu is not by my side le...Many things i don't know want to tell who,so i choose to express my feeling in here... I'm not afraid of how ppl look me....I also a human right? I also have emotion n feeling...I just need direction.....I need u....

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Friday, March 6, 2009

最后的冲刺...

6th March 009 @@@@ @@@ Night


应该从哪天算起ar?好久没写blog了...哈哈!说实在的,学校的功课及压力日日渐多...每天只能秉持一个念头“为时间奋斗” 用于的时间就包括学业和concert....Haiz..今天有两个消息要在这儿谈谈....

坏消息呢....再过三天就是第一学期考试了...然而我现在准备得还相当不满意,只单单一个历史就要花上大半天的时间...有时我会常想,上帝能不能再多给我几个小时?一天二十四个小时....我的睡眠只限4或3小时,剩余的时间都得花在功课和家人上...我不要求四十八个小时一天...我只需要充分的睡眠和精神罢了.... 一分一秒都重要...!

好消息呢...Hie hie hie..再过三天就是我踏入答案的时候了,是我真正发挥自己的时候...我曾记得当初我说发出的诺言...我也深深的尝试过了失败的滋味,亲友的失望....,内心的交战等等....http://hahashayne.blogspot.com/2008/12/years-of-2009-dun-thinkjust-do.html
简单来说,这次的考试就是让我找出读书的方法了....Yeah...^^....我已经找出那个感觉了...hahaha...但愿这次的考试可以印证一切....希望这不是一场欢喜,一场空...

在谈吧..


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Saturday, February 14, 2009

Nothing to Displace..

No idea which title should be displaced in the title of blog...pspsps=p


11st February 09 sunny day

Same as usual,woke up at 5.30am...Arrange my beg then go to wait my bus sekolah at 6.10am... After reached in school,I quickly went to take my future wife(mace) to train...I wanted to be more stronger n bigger...Then i kept revising it which Sir had taught me last few weeks...

Aduiii... The mace became more and more heavier...Maybe my future wife's weight increases..?..=p...hmm... I'm sure is...muahahahahaha... Okay..After that,i backed to attend my class...The 1st lesson is moral...My teacher started giving homeworks....ZZZ=p.... Told us to find a famous person that made alot of benefits to the country from the newspaper...Allah.... famous ppl? Obama?!

Then,the next lesson was English...=.='' homeworks again....My teacher asked us to write an essay then pass up by today or tomorrow morning....Aiya..Forgot what d title le...hehehe.... That time i didn't have any idea about this essay...Only wrote few sentences... What sentences? "Title"! swt?

Coming to the add maths... homeworks again...(allah square) ...My add maths teacher gave us a few equation questions with an answer sheet....Then called us to solve it... Wooo....Why the answer sheet is not relate to the questions de ar? Charm d....
here's the questions..:
4x-y=1,
(2x+y)(3y-2y)=4

here is my answer:
y=1,-17/15
X=1/2,-1/30

Compare to the answer:
x=1/2,3/10
y=4/5,1/3

any comments??

After recess time, went back to my class...My maths teacher gave us another homeworks... My friends started felt annoying...And tried to argue with my teacher....Then my teacher answered us:" only do 2...okay? " We nodded in agreement..Too bad we happy so early,her "2" is from 1a to 1f,and 2a to 2f.... (Charm square)....

The final lesson(BM)...Hmm...The last homeworks i think...=p Aduiii... Really going crazy...My teacher asked us to find all the peribahasa n simpulan bahasa in the novel "perlumbaan lari".... (charm cube)

Today i stayed back in school to attend a meeting....my band will be organizing a music camp soon....muahahahaha.... After school,i wanted to go to the library to do my homeworks...As i wanted to enter the library,i met bluven god n alvin..Then continue chat with them til forgot what i wanted to do...zzzz...=p dont learn oo...

I walked back home after the meeting is over....Chung Hwa to Farlim....hmm..What a "short" distance....hahaha... It took me about an hour to reach my home...After i ate my dinner,then went to sleep at 7pm...I was totally forgot to do my homeworks...Aduiii....Allahh...Alamak!!!
Wednesday was over....=p


To be continue:



Monday, February 2, 2009

aiyo...haiyo... Aaiyoo...ai yo yo.. Yo!

3 February 09 morning



Woo...long time didn't write blog since a 3/4 weeks le..hee...My brother just came back from KL and only will back at April...So i unable to write blog le..T_T...

Since my brother came back home,he uses my internet everyday...Playing from day to night...hooo..Incredible...!! That's why i have no chance to use my computer d...>.<...Looks like i need to do something to push him to work loo...hie hie hie...shh=p Hope he didn't visit my blog...=p

Oh yea,I've changed my hp no. to 0164369127..Those who don't know or didn't receive my message,pls change it oo...hahaha...My mother will be using my old hp 1,so for those who r interested in sms with my mom,go ahead la..i don't care oo....haha

Every year after CNY,i will take my money and desport in my bank d.. Because of my family problems,so i need to use those ang pao to buy a handphone...model '1680'....=.=!! I love using Digi...^^ It provide special service like 'friend n family' and 'super sms'....hahaha..Enough for me to sms with my friends from day to night.... As for ahhhhmanda,ur hp isn't Digi 1..Charge me alot d...=.=!! Almost everytime will out of credit when sms with u...hahaha=p

For now,i need to change my schedule le...Everytime,everyday i always do my homework till very night d...My mom always say,"must quick and accurate"! *i'm slow but accurate=p I must push myself to do it quickly le...

ERM,,,,,,i will try to find some times to write blog d,but will less online...hee..Oopss,this post too short alrd...hehe..don't mind oo...


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