Here's my result:
- Bc: 73------------improve alot
- Bm:51------------drop
- Bi:67--------------drop
- moral:68----------improve
- physic:54---------drop
- chemist:44--------same
- maths:41----------drop seriously
- add maths:63-----drop
- sejarah:76---------drop
- akaun:51----------drop
- sivik:72------------ok?
so.....how worse i am???
maths also can failed.....=p
I reli hate myself...
Since F1 till now...my results dropped non stop d...My study way really bull shit d....haiz.... Am i going to drop until F5??? PMR already past,SPM is waiting for me next yer...Its near n scary!! It decide my future!!! I dun wan to regret again!!! i dun wan get only 2As in SPM!!! i wan my own job!! I dun wan to drop again....i dun wan disappoint every ppl again...
i felt very sorry to my mom...although i still din let her to c my results..or else,i might b killed by her...=p N i oso very sorry to myself....Wat did i say after d PMR,until now i still din make it comes true... Every time i keep saying "sorry sorry sorry" for whom n keep promising them about i will change n improve......BUT now wat i did i get? Does sorry help me to change???
My mom.....A great housewife...She paid for my brother to college....she is just like a hong leong bank....always take money from her.... She has been wasted RM30,000 for my brother to study!!!! She gave my brother atleast rm300 evry month in kl....Her bonus only rm3000 a month....where's those money comes out? she too great!!!helping me n my brother.. But now wat did i get to repay her?? Nth!
I know i negative thinking again....But tis is my blog..I wan to express my feeling in here....although tis is negative topic,but tis is real...Do i need to hide tis? no nid wat.....I let my mom down already....ok....i know tis is only an exam....not spm..i still can change it more better ok?
K....end the topic....Now i want to have my new journey....I ll change! I wont make d same mistake again n again.... I need to grow up...If i still behaving d negative attitude,then how do i improve??? Then how do i lead the band? So...i muz have good thinking....Good study way....good style... A good son..A good drum major...A good motivation for my juniors n comitee... Just like wat sifu said b4... "fell down d...stand up again....muz have stronger heart!!" Challenge!!!! right?? hahaha...
THE END
4 comments:
hehe.. u really copied down my words huh.. well, all i got 2 say is.. u got 2 hav tat determination 2 change lo.. dun juz say say n didnt do.. muz hav a wake up call.. like me, if u got c my post last time abt my spm results.. so, determination is very important! dun juz think or say, juz do!
determination....
yea.. =)
ur results are still okay la, not too bad but still can improve. At least better than me, I've never score more than 53 for Sejarah until now. LOL!!
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