My time has come

Blogging time...

It's quite a long time i didn't update my stories already.... and Finally!!!! Shayne has come Back !!

During my Tarc College life, it's kinda stressful and awesome... I have experienced alot... I faced alot of troubles, obstacles... But i also succeeded and deserved the right victory..

After my spm result announced at last year 2011, i started to seek for a part time job... I worked as a waiter in 3 different restaurants , sales promoter of PC ExPo and worked in the kitchen of restaurant too... I saw a lot of different ppl.... and get bullied by some of them... I met gays...but majority of them are kind. That doesn't mean i agree with their lifestyles...Just sometimes i feel pity for their background story... As for selling products during PC Expo, the only thing i can share is... Just help to sell the products regardless of which method you use to lie the customer... After that, i swore myself for not doing any sales promoter any....

Although i study the course of electronic engineering, i do hope to fulfill my dream of becoming a teacher.. So i chose home tuition as my part time jobs... i never think of going to the tuition center to teach.. I dislike to have too many students in a class... Some students are slow and some of them are clever.. And i couldn't manage to focus everyone of them.. Some ppl like me were born from a poor or middle family and slow in learning... What if the teacher is unable to pay good attention on us? We and the rich students pay the same fees, but i can't really absorb everything from you... So that's the reason i never want to teach in the tuition center.. I'd rather have one to one or a small group of students and i try my best to help them... Yes! i made it... Now i have atleast 10 students... some of them successfully scored A in all my subjects... The miracle is before they came to me, their result were never higher than 30% marks, and now they got A... That's the victory i have earned .... And i found myself a study method.. So i used it to my students... It works! I believe all of them can score it

In the first semester of Tarc college, i studied and worked together... I only have little time to watch television and out-dating... After class, i started to study,never waste time... Finally i got a good result... i don't mind to share my cgpa 3.82, i got 75% of scholarship as well... But my gpa dropped to 3.66 in the second semester... Although didn't fail of any paper.... This semester i have got to improve! i promise after tomorrow, onlines and television will cut down... just allow myself for half an hour for them... Maybe i don't have time for them either... cause my tuition time has taken alot..

All classroom will have a clever person... I do have this kind of friend.... I respect him very much.... he is quick in learning....every harder subjects just takes him a few times to understand... During a lab experiment, he is the only one who can get the reading... I tried very hard to be like him, but i failed.... Without him, we cannot submit our report...I hope to be like him, i will work harder!

studying, working and exercising all have filled in my daily life, i will be much more stress than an ordinary people..... That's the truth.. But i was born to break the limit...Show ppl that if i can do something extraordinary, they can do it so... don't let urself become a lazy person, pull ur socks and run it now! My time has come, fight it tomorrow.!!

2 more weeks to go

I have alot to update ....but i have to wait for another 2 weeks.... hope i can share many things when the time has come....

fed up

人心很可怕

I learnt many things in my college life...i 've seen, experienced and realized....

There are people who will never admit their mistakes even though they knew that they are wrong...Some of them feels that their point view is right even though they are wrong...furthermore,

quite a number of them influence the people or even force them to accept the fact that they are right even though they are not..

My father is one of the example.... and i'm trying to stay away from him...My mother couldn't stand him anymore....i cant help her but only can listen to her,chat with her.....

Example of the incident in China,the van crashed a child by accidentally.... there are about 7/8 witnesses,but no one stand out to help..... the driver who crashed the child didn't feel any guilty....he said if the child ran slower abit,then the incident wont be happened..... On the other hand,the witnesses during the incident pretended never see the child and the accident before....only one of them felt guilty of it.....

Just like my course-mates.....they made noise and disrespect the lecturer....then the lecturer gave all of us a sudden test.... one of my friend voiced out and criticized the one who disrespect the lecturer.... in the end the people twisted the situation and claimed themselves that they were right at that time.... Finally i stood out to shoot all of them..... "we paid here to study not making noise....we didn't blame of you for the sudden test,only for the people who didn't respect the lecturer....."

But....

some of the people,they were trying to create conflict ....said that i blame the whole class for the sudden test and i'm the one who start the quarrel and fight......

imagine after 10 years,what they will look like......

Maybe that is why doomsday is going to fall on us.....

fed up

I'm lazy again........ishhhhh... i need somebody pushing...

I need strength!!!! oh goshh....i lost it.......

"A View from the Zoo"

"A View from the Zoo", Gary Richmond describes how a newborn giraffe learns its first lesson.

The mother giraffe lowers her head long enough to take a quick look. Then she positions herself directly over her calf. She waits for about a minute, and then she does the most unreasonable thing. She swings her long, pendulous leg outward and kicks her baby, so that it is sent sprawling head over heels.

When it doesn't get up, the violent process is repeated over and over again. The struggle to rise is momentous. As the baby calf grows tired, the mother kicks it again to stimulate its efforts. Finally, the calf stands for the first time on its wobbly legs.

Then the mother giraffe does the most remarkable thing. She kicks it off its feet again. Why? She wants it to remember how it got up. In the wild, baby giraffes must be able to get up as quickly as possible to stay with the herd, where there is safety. Lions, hyenas, leopards, and wild hunting dogs all enjoy young giraffes, and they'd get it too, if the mother didn't teach her calf to get up quickly and get with it.

right or wrong?

What it is all about life??? I feel so hatred! I feel so tired and annoying .... If i can choose, i choose i have never exist in this world.. What have happened in this afternoon,i know it was a small matter, but i know that a small reaction that will sooner result a big different in the future.

We were preparing for the (H.E) assignment and everytime only the 3 of us were doing and he didn't.. He never ask,never care and never touch... All he has to do is just sitting at home and wait for the marks... That is his definition of teamwork... so far he only attended the meeting for ----one time. after we had completed the assignment, i went to the printing shop to print out the assignment due to no printer in my house. Then the assignment caused me rm10. So i decided to share the payment with my team. 3 of us paid rm2. And i charged him double plus the binding,so overall i charged him rm5. Since he has never helped, then it is fair that he pays double for the assignment. I know this is not right,but i have to do so. Atleast he can help out with the money. But he seemed like not willing to pay it. And dare to push all the responsibility to us.... And accused us that everytime we didn't inform him about the meeting. Like we must have the duty of informing him to go to meeting. Won't u ask har????? Have u ever care for the assignment? Atleast help us some typing....or help us do the kandungan,pendahuluan or kesimpulan... HAve u ever ask?? Have u???? Then i kept quarrel with him with all the funny words come out.... the ppl around stared at us, and i shut the door loudly and straight walked away.Then i sms him after i reached home. " It is fine that u dun wan to cooperate and pay. Now i'm giving u the right thing to choose,either u pay me,or we meet Muthu(lecturer). Both are from chung hwa,dun sia sui chung hwa ppl... If u feel i'm wrong to charge u double,then ma pay me rm2 lo.... If u are gentleman, then pay rm2 lo.It is fine for me since u feel right. Friendly speaking,my team, no ppl support u 1...Right or wrong is up to u."

Actually I wanna tell Muthu about this situation. Atleast he will get his punishment due to his mistakes. I rather he hates me and change it than he hurts other ppl in the future. In this situation,both of us are wrong. and neighter of us is right.From another side, If i didn't charge him double,maybe the conflict will never exist. If i as a group leader, has that duty to always inform him for the meeting, then maybe the conflict will never happen. Either i push all the responsibility to him or i carry all the responsibility....

本是同班的，相煎何太及？ 不气又不行，气他费精力。。 粗话乱处撒，像小便那

样撒，虽然他潇洒，但是我不傻。