fed up

人心很可怕

I learnt many things in my college life...i 've seen, experienced and realized....

There are people who will never admit their mistakes even though they knew that they are wrong...Some of them feels that their point view is right even though they are wrong...furthermore,

quite a number of them influence the people or even force them to accept the fact that they are right even though they are not..

My father is one of the example.... and i'm trying to stay away from him...My mother couldn't stand him anymore....i cant help her but only can listen to her,chat with her.....

Example of the incident in China,the van crashed a child by accidentally.... there are about 7/8 witnesses,but no one stand out to help..... the driver who crashed the child didn't feel any guilty....he said if the child ran slower abit,then the incident wont be happened..... On the other hand,the witnesses during the incident pretended never see the child and the accident before....only one of them felt guilty of it.....

Just like my course-mates.....they made noise and disrespect the lecturer....then the lecturer gave all of us a sudden test.... one of my friend voiced out and criticized the one who disrespect the lecturer.... in the end the people twisted the situation and claimed themselves that they were right at that time.... Finally i stood out to shoot all of them..... "we paid here to study not making noise....we didn't blame of you for the sudden test,only for the people who didn't respect the lecturer....."

But....

some of the people,they were trying to create conflict ....said that i blame the whole class for the sudden test and i'm the one who start the quarrel and fight......

imagine after 10 years,what they will look like......

Maybe that is why doomsday is going to fall on us.....

fed up

I'm lazy again........ishhhhh... i need somebody pushing...

I need strength!!!! oh goshh....i lost it.......

"A View from the Zoo"

"A View from the Zoo", Gary Richmond describes how a newborn giraffe learns its first lesson.

The mother giraffe lowers her head long enough to take a quick look. Then she positions herself directly over her calf. She waits for about a minute, and then she does the most unreasonable thing. She swings her long, pendulous leg outward and kicks her baby, so that it is sent sprawling head over heels.

When it doesn't get up, the violent process is repeated over and over again. The struggle to rise is momentous. As the baby calf grows tired, the mother kicks it again to stimulate its efforts. Finally, the calf stands for the first time on its wobbly legs.

Then the mother giraffe does the most remarkable thing. She kicks it off its feet again. Why? She wants it to remember how it got up. In the wild, baby giraffes must be able to get up as quickly as possible to stay with the herd, where there is safety. Lions, hyenas, leopards, and wild hunting dogs all enjoy young giraffes, and they'd get it too, if the mother didn't teach her calf to get up quickly and get with it.

right or wrong?

What it is all about life??? I feel so hatred! I feel so tired and annoying .... If i can choose, i choose i have never exist in this world.. What have happened in this afternoon,i know it was a small matter, but i know that a small reaction that will sooner result a big different in the future.

We were preparing for the (H.E) assignment and everytime only the 3 of us were doing and he didn't.. He never ask,never care and never touch... All he has to do is just sitting at home and wait for the marks... That is his definition of teamwork... so far he only attended the meeting for ----one time. after we had completed the assignment, i went to the printing shop to print out the assignment due to no printer in my house. Then the assignment caused me rm10. So i decided to share the payment with my team. 3 of us paid rm2. And i charged him double plus the binding,so overall i charged him rm5. Since he has never helped, then it is fair that he pays double for the assignment. I know this is not right,but i have to do so. Atleast he can help out with the money. But he seemed like not willing to pay it. And dare to push all the responsibility to us.... And accused us that everytime we didn't inform him about the meeting. Like we must have the duty of informing him to go to meeting. Won't u ask har????? Have u ever care for the assignment? Atleast help us some typing....or help us do the kandungan,pendahuluan or kesimpulan... HAve u ever ask?? Have u???? Then i kept quarrel with him with all the funny words come out.... the ppl around stared at us, and i shut the door loudly and straight walked away.Then i sms him after i reached home. " It is fine that u dun wan to cooperate and pay. Now i'm giving u the right thing to choose,either u pay me,or we meet Muthu(lecturer). Both are from chung hwa,dun sia sui chung hwa ppl... If u feel i'm wrong to charge u double,then ma pay me rm2 lo.... If u are gentleman, then pay rm2 lo.It is fine for me since u feel right. Friendly speaking,my team, no ppl support u 1...Right or wrong is up to u."

Actually I wanna tell Muthu about this situation. Atleast he will get his punishment due to his mistakes. I rather he hates me and change it than he hurts other ppl in the future. In this situation,both of us are wrong. and neighter of us is right.From another side, If i didn't charge him double,maybe the conflict will never exist. If i as a group leader, has that duty to always inform him for the meeting, then maybe the conflict will never happen. Either i push all the responsibility to him or i carry all the responsibility....

本是同班的，相煎何太及？ 不气又不行，气他费精力。。 粗话乱处撒，像小便那

样撒，虽然他潇洒，但是我不傻。

AIM

Go Green, Live Green!!! we have 3R.... re- use, re-duce, re- cycle

Questions, Answers!!!! we have 3 R also... Re-vise, Re-call, Re-view

Don't view her page.....don't....!!! control..... she is chatting with another guy....... i know... stop envying ... she's not belongs to mine alrdy....

当你发现你爱的人对你不再留恋的时候，这就证明了他／她已经开始放弃了…那你也应该放手了吧…

I'm totally agree at the above sentence..... When you gave up,i must let it go.... She did not want to have any special relationship with me....

Whatever...... as long as u feel happy