Life Is Simple,It's Not Too Easy

2 more weeks to go

2012-01-21T03:08:00.000-08:00

I have alot to update ....but i have to wait for another 2 weeks.... hope i can share many things when the time has come....

fed up

2011-11-04T08:19:00.000-07:00

人心很可怕

I learnt many things in my college life...i 've seen, experienced and realized....

There are people who will never admit their mistakes even though they knew that they are wrong...Some of them feels that their point view is right even though they are wrong...furthermore,

quite a number of them influence the people or even force them to accept the fact that they are right even though they are not..

My father is one of the example.... and i'm trying to stay away from him...My mother couldn't stand him anymore....i cant help her but only can listen to her,chat with her.....

Example of the incident in China,the van crashed a child by accidentally.... there are about 7/8 witnesses,but no one stand out to help..... the driver who crashed the child didn't feel any guilty....he said if the child ran slower abit,then the incident wont be happened..... On the other hand,the witnesses during the incident pretended never see the child and the accident before....only one of them felt guilty of it.....

Just like my course-mates.....they made noise and disrespect the lecturer....then the lecturer gave all of us a sudden test.... one of my friend voiced out and criticized the one who disrespect the lecturer.... in the end the people twisted the situation and claimed themselves that they were right at that time.... Finally i stood out to shoot all of them..... "we paid here to study not making noise....we didn't blame of you for the sudden test,only for the people who didn't respect the lecturer....."

But....

some of the people,they were trying to create conflict ....said that i blame the whole class for the sudden test and i'm the one who start the quarrel and fight......

imagine after 10 years,what they will look like......

Maybe that is why doomsday is going to fall on us.....

fed up

2011-10-25T03:15:00.001-07:00

I'm lazy again........ishhhhh... i need somebody pushing...

2011-10-20T03:52:00.000-07:00

I need strength!!!! oh goshh....i lost it.......

"A View from the Zoo"

2011-07-09T09:36:00.000-07:00

"A View from the Zoo", Gary Richmond describes how a newborn giraffe learns its first lesson.

The mother giraffe lowers her head long enough to take a quick look. Then she positions herself directly over her calf. She waits for about a minute, and then she does the most unreasonable thing. She swings her long, pendulous leg outward and kicks her baby, so that it is sent sprawling head over heels.

When it doesn't get up, the violent process is repeated over and over again. The struggle to rise is momentous. As the baby calf grows tired, the mother kicks it again to stimulate its efforts. Finally, the calf stands for the first time on its wobbly legs.

Then the mother giraffe does the most remarkable thing. She kicks it off its feet again. Why? She wants it to remember how it got up. In the wild, baby giraffes must be able to get up as quickly as possible to stay with the herd, where there is safety. Lions, hyenas, leopards, and wild hunting dogs all enjoy young giraffes, and they'd get it too, if the mother didn't teach her calf to get up quickly and get with it.

right or wrong?

2011-06-10T06:42:00.000-07:00

What it is all about life??? I feel so hatred! I feel so tired and annoying .... If i can choose, i choose i have never exist in this world.. What have happened in this afternoon,i know it was a small matter, but i know that a small reaction that will sooner result a big different in the future.

We were preparing for the (H.E) assignment and everytime only the 3 of us were doing and he didn't.. He never ask,never care and never touch... All he has to do is just sitting at home and wait for the marks... That is his definition of teamwork... so far he only attended the meeting for ----one time. after we had completed the assignment, i went to the printing shop to print out the assignment due to no printer in my house. Then the assignment caused me rm10. So i decided to share the payment with my team. 3 of us paid rm2. And i charged him double plus the binding,so overall i charged him rm5. Since he has never helped, then it is fair that he pays double for the assignment. I know this is not right,but i have to do so. Atleast he can help out with the money. But he seemed like not willing to pay it. And dare to push all the responsibility to us.... And accused us that everytime we didn't inform him about the meeting. Like we must have the duty of informing him to go to meeting. Won't u ask har????? Have u ever care for the assignment? Atleast help us some typing....or help us do the kandungan,pendahuluan or kesimpulan... HAve u ever ask?? Have u???? Then i kept quarrel with him with all the funny words come out.... the ppl around stared at us, and i shut the door loudly and straight walked away.Then i sms him after i reached home. " It is fine that u dun wan to cooperate and pay. Now i'm giving u the right thing to choose,either u pay me,or we meet Muthu(lecturer). Both are from chung hwa,dun sia sui chung hwa ppl... If u feel i'm wrong to charge u double,then ma pay me rm2 lo.... If u are gentleman, then pay rm2 lo.It is fine for me since u feel right. Friendly speaking,my team, no ppl support u 1...Right or wrong is up to u."

Actually I wanna tell Muthu about this situation. Atleast he will get his punishment due to his mistakes. I rather he hates me and change it than he hurts other ppl in the future. In this situation,both of us are wrong. and neighter of us is right.From another side, If i didn't charge him double,maybe the conflict will never exist. If i as a group leader, has that duty to always inform him for the meeting, then maybe the conflict will never happen. Either i push all the responsibility to him or i carry all the responsibility....

本是同班的，相煎何太及？不气又不行，气他费精力。。粗话乱处撒，像小便那

样撒，虽然他潇洒，但是我不傻。

AIM

2011-05-17T05:23:00.000-07:00

Go Green, Live Green!!! we have 3R.... re- use, re-duce, re- cycle

Questions, Answers!!!! we have 3 R also... Re-vise, Re-call, Re-view

2011-04-24T04:47:00.001-07:00

Don't view her page.....don't....!!! control..... she is chatting with another guy....... i know... stop envying ... she's not belongs to mine alrdy....

当你发现你爱的人对你不再留恋的时候，这就证明了他／她已经开始放弃了…那你也应该放手了吧…

I'm totally agree at the above sentence..... When you gave up,i must let it go.... She did not want to have any special relationship with me....

Whatever...... as long as u feel happy

不想你了。不在乎你了。。不爱你了。放弃了

2011-04-22T00:24:00.000-07:00

一天晚上，四月18号。。

我已经不想你了

你的照片在我电话中，我未曾散除。我时常拿来看看你，回忆你。

我的确不想你了

我常在fb等你上线，我常检查电话，看看最后一封信息是否有回复到你。

我已经不在乎你了

我常注意你的fb是否有更新，看看你跟谁聊，可能是想看是不是跟别的男生聊天吧。。

我的确不在乎你了

你fb上的照片，我想放个赞，想要引起你的注意。我故意跟很多漂亮的女生交谈，想看看你对我的反应。。

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我不爱你了。。

这次我是认真了

我违反了我的原则，

谈了恋爱那么多次那么多年，

我违反了我一路来的原则。

“我不喜欢等待。我不会浪费时间在一个不爱我的人身上.如果她不爱我了，我也会自动放弃了。当你还爱我的时候，我是不会离开你的。我不在乎曾经拥有，我在乎的是天长地久。一段恋情若是结束了，就是结束了，无需再提”

但，

今天我确违反了。。。

我想她，

我在乎她，

我还爱她。。

不过她已经不爱我了。。

我变成不再是以前的我了。

"你不知道的事"这首歌以成为我对你的挂念及倾诉了..

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我放弃了...

你永远都看不到我在想什么,我在写什么..

因为...

我只会在这里叙述我的心情

你不会知道我多么的想你,

你不会知道我天天背负着承重的心情..

我放弃你了...我会好好过,

放心吧...

因为多的是你不知道的事......

It's not too simple

2011-03-27T17:12:00.000-07:00

hoping to have a good results in spm,but in the end i failed to achieve what I want.. I couldn't get to F6,and I cant fulfilled my dreams... It is not too easy get score a subject....I mean me....MYSELF alright?? Although many people who get straight As will disagree. But listen,only that straight As guys will disagree.... The people like me,who had put much effort to face it..... I know my standard,no more blaming..

My class will start at 3rd of May,i will close my facebook and only play on saturday and sunday ....My mom has to pay rm10000 for the diploma this coming 2 years.... If i cant pass,her money will be wasted.... So I need to change....I mean my attitude....and my habits . I have been finding all the excuses for not changing myself.... Because when you are 100% focusing on your studies, you cannot fallen in love with anyone.... Maybe someone will disagree,they said as long as you can manage your study time well... Allow me to refute, how many people in this world will actually can make it??? minority??that is the problem.... And i'm not belongs to them.... If my another half is mature enough,know when and what is the time for us to be together and the time for studying together....Then my life is perfect... Life is not as simple as you think... Is it so easy to find someone who really suits to you?? It's not too simple...

Life is simple,It's just not too easy.... This is the background of my blog...Sometimes I want to laugh but i have to sigh.... Endure ,endure and endure......Don't give up though the pace seems slow...

我的第一步

2011-02-10T03:05:00.000-08:00

2011 到了。。。我的生活依然没改变。。。。反正没有人来看我的blog，我就随着我的心意去叙述我近来的心情。。。但我还是会怕人家偷看我的blog...哈哈哈。。。无妨啦。。。这无名小翠的地方没人观看的。。哪像其他人在facebook介绍他们的blog..展现他们的照片。。哈哈哈

归入正题，我不埋怨谁也不埋怨天。。。我只埋怨我自己为什么那么的直？？。。难听一点就是笨！读书已经不是那么有才华了再加上没有远见的思想！我真的很不明白我所决定的一切是错误的，永远都是别人的对。之前我不想读学院,是因为我不想浪费妈妈的钱。。供哥哥的学费，我已经眼睛看妈妈怎样辛苦了。。。。读F6 至少可以减轻许多负担，还可以让我大显身手，拼实力考入大学。。。还可以陪battery。一箭双雕....但妈妈并不是那么想的。。。。她很清楚我的程度的，凡是都有万一，一旦我考不进大学。。。我就足足浪费两年！她宁远现在我恨她，也不让将来来恨她。。。一切都以我的前途来着想...浪费钱是一定的！但只要熬过那五年。拿到文凭做工，再还钱给妈妈。。。那就等于没有欠或浪费了。。从这里看来，谁比较理智？？？感到做人惭愧

毕业了，在家嫌着没事做就去做part time 餐厅。刚开始曾想一次过做到3月去直到成绩出炉。。就从餐厅经理跟我谈薪水的那一刻起，这里我正要阐述我的笨蛋想法。。。如果是part time ，工作一个小时rm5，早上到晚上加起来一天可能赚rm55。如果做长久工，如果不算利息的话，一个月的薪水只赚rm600 而已。。。。然而，我尽然去答应？？？。。。。当这件事让妈妈知道后，就足足被她骂了一顿。。。她说我为什么那么的笨？？。。。如果做长工，就等于一天的工作站12个小时才rm20....那你说，我笨吗？？。。还好我推辞了经理，只做了一些散工而已...至少至今，一个月我捱了不少。。。赚了rm1000 为自己的零用钱。。。。我很不明白，难道我根本没有自己主宰的命运吗？？？一辈子都得靠妈妈的理智而生活？？？当她不在了，我得靠谁了？？？。。。。我靠自己都已经不行了，还整天被人家骂我直，骂我笨。。。上天，难道我的命运就此注定一辈子这样蠢吗？？？

虽然在等着成绩的期间，我见识了人心黑暗的一面。。。。但这只是社会中的小部分。。。并没有什么可以称得上“见识”。。。在餐厅里，各工作人员都是互相利用。。。早上的管理人员与晚上的管理员都是分派的。。。多数里面的工作人员或厨师都是文盲或是没有教育的。。。。这点不出奇。。。。但最重要的是品德。。。人的地位有差异，但人的品德是不应该有差异的。。。但在厨房里的气氛，每个人都是言语不雅，心情都是非常暴躁的。。他们根本不能和你平心静气的说话，只要稍微开口就满天三字经。不光是他们，连常工的男男女女都是如此。。。人是没有所谓的十全十美，只有不断的改善朝着你要的标准。在餐厅里，没有所谓的公正。只要一人做了小小的错，责任肯定推到我们做散工的份上。我们没有任何的理由狡辩，唯有默默的接受。我相信这也是社会中到处都会看到的事实，我只不过是一条毛毛虫而已。。哈哈哈。。。。

有一位职员，对我甚是关心。。。只不过嘴巴只是爱讲人而已，心地可是好。常常保护我，教我如何回避那些只会催我做他们的份量，而自己却在那里偷懒。。。那位职员曾问我打算做长工吗？我说不是。她对我说：“这是没有前途的。。” 这句话的含义很深，开始明白教育的重要性。。。虽然不是说厨师不好，一个餐厅主要的成败不在于管理人员，而是一位经验的厨师。没有他们，餐厅是无法立足的。但换是我，我可不想一辈子都在呆在厨房里不见天日吧。。虽然这是一种人人都敬佩的才艺，一家人的幸福就是靠美食佳肴而带来的。。我很清楚我不是这一行的人。。在餐厅里，很少会听到人家对我的称赞，反而被骂的统统都是同一句：“你为什么那么笨？？头脑不会转吗？？”

2010-12-23T07:42:00.000-08:00

【原创】每月家庭收入RM3000能在马来西亚生存吗？

马来西亚, 收入, 家庭, 生存, 原创

每月家庭收入RM3000能在马来西亚生存吗？
让我们来做个简单的计算。

在马来西亚，平均一个家庭收入每月RM3000（爸爸做工，妈妈没有）

我理解很多家庭收入没有办法达到每月RM3000，但我来做个简单的计算以RM3000做个标准，ok?

好，现在我们从一个家庭基本成员开始，有爸爸，妈妈，1个儿子，1个女儿。刚刚好~

现在开始计算每月花费……

水电费：RM100（没有冷气机，没有音响设备，没有热水器……ok？）

电话费：RM100

家人的伙食费：RM775 （3餐 RM25/一日，RM25 4 个人……？）

爸爸工作时间需要的伙食费/喝茶费用：RM155 （RM5/一日，RM5 还要包括喝茶费，可以吃什么？）

供车费：RM400 （一辆 Proton Saga Aeroback，7年分期付款）

汽车油费（住在市区，交通阻塞）：RM300 （去上班，载孩子上学，只能够承担一辆车的油费）

保险费：RM650 （孩子，妻子和自己）

供屋子费：RM750 （Low cost house，供30年，退休后还要找钱供！！！）

补习费：RM80 （有那么便宜？）

大儿子在学校的零用钱：RM20 （RM1/一日，吃面包？）

学费：RM30（够咩？）

买书费等：RM100 （通常都超额）

小女儿的奶粉费：RM50 （不能含有DHA, BHA, PHA 的，很贵）

日常用品费：RM100 （洗头水，米，酱油，卫生纸等）

到这里我还要备注！
不能有Astro，
不能去戏院看电影，
不能买DVD ，
不能买CD，
不能online，
不能吃KFC，
不能吃McDonald，
周末或公共假期不能去公园（因为塞车等，油费贵，入门票贵）
不能和公公婆婆通电话煲电话粥，等

让我们总结一下以上所有费用，RM3610！！！
还没有扣公积金 EPF，所得税 Income Tax，每个月就得花费RM3610

另外我相信，还有许多人的薪水一个月没法得到RM3000，所以……各位想成家的朋友们，请好好考虑清楚~

2010-12-11T05:53:00.000-08:00

11st December 2010

this morning every of my eastlife friend all woke up late....and late for school...haha....When i reached school,i saw melody waiting in the music room alone....oops...pity.. she came at about 8am...but we all 10 something only came...hahaha...and her mouth...omg.... allergic...she wore a mask to cover her donald duck's mouth....pity o...

i talked with jia huey alot....my hair stand when she called me rong rong....yeee.....i prefer battery calls me.hahaha.... Then i played badminton with my eastlife friend....quite fun...although they played alot than me...cause i was keep talking with ROTI....hahaha...he told me about his NS life...he told me that they marching in the afternoon....my goodness....that's why every people turn coco colour...5 meals a day and they woke up earlier in the morning ...about 5am....especially for the malay,they woke even more earlier,cause they need to pray..... boys and girls are separate into 2 groups...haiz... no chance recognize girl girl....hahaha

i have plenty to tell out here...but i forgot some...will update soon..

unfair

2010-12-06T03:17:00.000-08:00

6th December 2010

God,why r U being unfair to everyone.... although i know what we do in the present,it brings to the future.... Why some people are lucky and some don't....like me unlucky guy.... why no one deserves a fair life....???why none of the life is equal???....

i saw ppl born from rich family....they are handsome and pretty...They are talented and are future of leader.... what they want,their parents will give.... And they both have a lucky fate ...just like lucky draw,they will earn alot from them...

But i'm nothing... i'm not born from gold spoon.... I study very hard but the results are still the same with the ppl who study at the last minutes... I didn't have a good memory power... people use 2 days to study,i use 4 days... My mother always pour salts on wounds of my heart... she does not give supports and any courage... i tried very best to answer,but this does not please her....I know my brother is better than me...he is now a degree engineering.... but me??? i'm nothing.... my cousin's mother always compare my results with her son... chung lin high school huh??? yeaa...i'm not...!! i'm chung hwa guy.... i let my school feel ashamed ok???

i very jealous many of my friends...when i see things they have and i don't....this make me feel depress.... I also hope for getting good results because i know this will help to relief the burden of my family.... i didn't expect the results will be like that.... i suffer pressure from the surrounding..... there are alot example which even worse than me,some even commit suicide...... in the positive way,i might be the luckiest one....in other way, i was nothing compare to my friends...

Result is killing me,
affecting my mood and
my future....
Who can console me?no one....

I'm sorry

2010-12-05T01:23:00.000-08:00

5th December 10

Mr khoo,i'm sorry...i scored badly in my phyics paper 1... i saw my friends score almost between 40-45/50.....but i scored badly....sorry,i'm useless... i know i have let u down....When the results announced,i didn't get any A in my physic,i think i have no face to face infront of u.... i'm very sad....I'm not just let u feel disappointed but i also feel ashame to myself... i loast my mood this few days and hardly to recover and never will be recovered....

Hopeless fell upon me,
i said i don't want to wait miracle to appear before.
But now....
I need you..

hopes..

2010-12-03T07:20:00.000-08:00

3rd december2010

when every teachers try to help u and ur friends cheer u, u feel happy,warm and caring...but in the end,unwillingly...u bring the bad results for them....this kind of feeling,who will ever understand?? i am maybe....

after my physic paper,i was totally gived up hope....i scored 34/50 in my paper 1....paper 2 i was quite not sure...but paper 3 i was pretty confident that i would score between 30-35/40 marks..... my mother always tell me that it is fine that i din get any A,but make sure i never fail.... i knew she was trying to comfort me by not giving me pressure....and then...life is still going on.... I have a tuition teacher..everyone has too and some don't... my teacher told me that i will get A- for my physic.... but after i saw the score of my paper 1, i was devastated....thinking of i'm going to let him down....and the whole physic class get A except me a little hopeless guy...

so do u guys understand the feeling?? i lost my study mood...and if i really cant get A,how am i going to face my teacher??.... Many of my friends support me and keep telling me that i shouldn't has any problem... The truth is i'm going to let them down too....when the day the result has announced,the 1st moment that i will walk out from the hall with what kind of emotion??..sad?happy?....and later on,ringing will be heard...And i will be busy replying every ppl who asking about my results...If i pass with flying colour, i will talk loudly to them to show them that my effort is worth....if i fail,i will also talk loudly to ignore them by not telling them the result.....

why is it so suffer to be a human that i don't really wanna be? when u r born,u start learning from kindergarden to primary school....then study n having exam in the secondary school..later get degree from college....after that,u start working then u marry...or some continue studying...some maybe give up everything.... i just wanna to be an extraordinary guy...i want to do something different.... i wanna to do something that is meaningful and bring honour to the country and family... i don't want to sit down and wait miracle happens...the reason of sitting at home for studying whole day is just to sit for 2 hours exam only????

If good result can please and relief the burden of my family,
i am willing to fight from the beginning till the end....

-by me

not in good temper

2010-12-02T04:14:00.000-08:00

2nd November
xx i lost my temper today....i was impatient to talk with friends.....is it the pressure from the exam??... but this could not be used as an excuse to hiding my unruly behavior lo...

xx today the physics paper.... if u say difficult,but is not difficult... If u say easier,but i'm quite ok for it ....One thing i know is i ll surely score A in paper3....came out ticker tape experiment....hahaha.... the paper 2 i really ....dont know....leave to the God...hahahaha... by the way,tonight i'm not going to study.... reflexing the moment that i treated my friend this morning...

xx maybe i was too tired...but erm..... Let's take a nap.... will leave it tomorrow to decide...

“The only way of finding the limits of the possible is by going beyond them into the impossible.”

- Arthur C. Clarke

2010-11-19T04:24:00.000-08:00

A child came crying to his mother and complained that he has severe stomach-ache. She told him, “It is because your belly is empty. Come and have some food.” The child obeyed.

The next day the mother had a heavy head ache. The child consoled her, saying innocently, “Mommy, it is because your head is empty!”

On another occasion, the curious child asked his mother, “Mommy, why are some of your hairs turning grey?” She tried to use this occasion to reform him. “It is because of you, dear. Every bad action of yours will turn one of my hairs grey!” The child replied innocently, “Now I know why your mother has only grey hairs on her head.”

2010-11-12T18:15:00.000-08:00

I want straight As...wuwuwuw

2010-10-25T15:05:00.000-07:00

No....!! It's not going to happen.....I...fail

where's my light?

2010-10-19T15:04:00.000-07:00

What's wrong with me now??
there is darkness hiding inside of my heart...
the light of my heart is going to......... distinguish

Where is the determination??
where is my stronger heart??...
there's no more heroes exist in my heart....

why is it hardly to be the person that i wanna to be?
when will i stop or
how to save myself???

I need someone to save me....
heroes sometimes need to be saved,
especially i'm not the hero....

Destiny is not created by someone,
but you yourself choose to be....

There are choices...
choices to keep going
or u quit

choice doesn't allow you to look back again
But keep going and don't stop trying...

Its not too hard....
lights everywhere....hopes everywhere..
just don't give up....

rain rain

2010-10-13T07:29:00.000-07:00

"Is it going to rain all day long?" the fairy said. Sunny wasn’t feeling too sunny at this moment. She wanted to fly around Periwinkle Glen and play with all her friends, Mouse, Grasshopper and Dragonfly, but right now, all she could do was sit under the puffy brown mushroom and wait until the raindrops stopped falling. Butterfly sat next to her, trying not to get her wings wet. Sunny’s chin lay in her hand and a pout decorated her face. "I want it to stop raining. I never want it to rain again!" Butterfly nodded her head and agreed.

After a while the rain stopped. Drops of rain dripped from every leaf on every branch of every tree. They dripped from the flower petals and from the prickly purple thistle. The animals of the meadow came out of their homes to sip the water. Frog jumped into a puddle and splashed water all over a tall, peach-colored iris. Ladybug flew from raindrop to raindrop, looking at her reflection and giggling. Squirrel stood under the leaves and caught the drops in his mouth. Sunny didn’t notice any of it. She and Butterfly climbed out from under the mushroom. They shook their wings off and Sunny smiled when she felt the sun’s warmth on her face. "This is much better. The sky is blue, the sun is out and there’s no rain!"

Day after day Sunny and Butterfly played in the meadow. They played leapfrog; they flew between the tree trunks and threw soft, fluffy clover balls at each other. It didn’t rain and both of them were very happy. After a while Sunny began to notice something. Instead of being bright yellow like her dress, the sunflowers were nodding and turning brown. The blue morning glories were shriveling up. The stream that runs through the glen got smaller and didn’t flow as fast and the tall grasses were yellowing.

One day she was walking through the grass and heard soft whimpers. She parted the grass and saw that it was Mouse. "What’s the matter, Mouse?" she asked. Butterfly flew down to the ground and landed next to them. She was concerned too. Mouse started to cry and told Sunny how her children were thirsty and there was no water. Sunny told her to take them to the stream and get them a drink.

No matter where she went in Periwinkle Glen, all the animals seemed to be sad. Some were crying and others were lying down, too thirsty to move. "Butterfly, all the animals in the meadow are thirsty. I want the sunflowers to be yellow. I want the violets to be purple and the roses to be red. Everything is turning brown, even the grass. We need some rain!" Butterfly nodded her head. "Oh, Butterfly. I wished that it would never rain again, but I see that we do need the rain so that the flowers will grow and the animals can have drinks. The stream needs to be full so that it will flow through the meadow. The deer and bears and raccoons all need to drink from it. I want it to rain again, Butterfly," she sighed.

Sunny didn’t sleep well that night. She couldn’t stop thinking about poor Mouse and how sad she was or how brown the leaves were turning on the oak tree. In the morning, when dawn came, it began to rain. It rained and it rained. All day long it rained. Sunny was so happy. Butterfly was so happy. Mouse and Ladybug were happy. Squirrel was happy and so was Raccoon. The sunflowers became a brighter yellow than Sunny had ever seen them. The stream filled with cool water and flowed quickly through the meadow. The leaves turned green and stood straight up, reaching for the raindrops, drinking them all in. "This is much better. Periwinkle Glen needs water. I’m thankful for the rain," she laughed. She and Butterfly chased each other through the wet meadow. Drops drizzled in her eyes and got her pretty red hair wet. Her dress got soaking wet too, but Sunny was happy. Everyone in the meadow was happy.

点灯的孩子

2010-09-17T22:20:00.000-07:00

Trial Exam updated 2010

2010-09-17T04:01:00.000-07:00

ohh???exam???.... what exam it is??? wohhhh.... that is E to the X to the A to the M!!!.... Past two days was my 1st day of trial exam....yeah!!! clap clap.....*y so excited??

haha...hey...this is your last trial exam in your teenage life....We gotta give out our best ....hey man!!! how's your preparation??!! let's skip this,give me face.....hahahahaha

What's our school doing huh???? since our chinese paper is not government test....hey....! school??? what's going on harr???? last two days,we were studying all the ming ju to face the paper2....then then then.....suddenly a teacher came to our class and announced :'' due to technical problem....,today we are not going to have paper2,we exchanged to paper 1,and paper 2 will be postponed to the 1st of october...." R u mad???sorry sorry....R school mad???.....then my friends started to worry and shout....hmm..... i was not worrying at all,because i knew that we will die together....no need sad hahahaha.....

Teacher continue:'' I expect u all already well prepared,so we start now!"" oh shit??? the letter format.....totally forgot?? nice shit!!! everybody also forgot so....hahahahaha.... good shit huh??? *sorry for shit-ing here and there..

hooray,my 1st time ever,keep went to the toilet during my paper 1.... the day before the exam,ate too much oilty food i think... hey yo! this is just a good feeling....Since i have totally no idea for the tittle of my essay...hmm.... Never mind,everything will be fine.. Without wasting my time,so i decided to think ideas of writing in the toilet....It spent me about 20 minutes in the toilet o???....felt greats!!hahaha.... *is he crazy??

SPM is coming soon! so as the holidays too!! don't give up friends.... It is not too hard to work hard,is all by hearts!! good luck everyone,let's score A+ together....ai seh!!!!

冲！！

2010-09-03T08:53:00.000-07:00

拼！拚！再拼！
加油。。。加油再加油！！
不要放弃！！不要气馁！！不要停止！！
你的心天天都在跳动。。，那你也要像它那样，天天跳动！
它不管什么情况下都在为我们运血跳动，你也像它那样不要停止！！
不管光明还是黑暗都纯有一线希望。。就像白天有太阳，晚上有月亮。。终有光明的时候！
把自己燃烧起来！不要等待别人来帮你点火！既然太阳能发光，你也能！
不管别人怎样煽风点火，都煽不开你那拼斗的心！！
要相信自己！！要做到最好！！告诉自己尽最大的努力！！
请你把我弄倒！！我要一直的跑！！不要按兵不动！！
虽然找不到，没关系！！因为最好的人选已经帮我注定好了。。。
没有到终点，我会一直的跑！！
冲！！小水积多能成海水。。小风亦能成龙卷风！！
冲吧！！！

full of expression

2010-08-04T05:57:00.000-07:00

4August10

SPM is coming soon....It is at 3 months later start from now.. Count down from now is still left 110 days... What i am going to do with this 3 months??? Trials exam is getting near and i will face them after a couple of weeks....

I can assures that i'm not well prepared for the trials exam.... There are so many chapters to read it,understand it and memorize it as well... I am now sitting infront of the table with many different types of reference books such as chemistry,physic,account,history and so on.. It is impossible for me to read all of them in a few hours or a day.... I'm starting to think of the table and chair that i'm sitting now... Thinking of sitting exam at the hall with the chairs and tables..... From UPSR to PMR...Now it comes to SPM... And i will sitting on that chair with table again...

Think of Pn Hoe said to my class:'' Our performance may not be perfect,but our motivation must be perfect!!".... A nice quote...huh???.... salute to her!!hahaha.... motivation is very important... It is like a momentum to lead someone to achieve something they want.... i have alot of pressure.... although i'm trying to comfort myself with extreme exercises.... For me,pressure is a pushing... It is a force to push me up to a certain level.... But in other way,pressure may make me become lazy too... when one's determination is not strong enough,the lazy disease start to.......hmm...u know that..... So we should be lazy!! why should i say that??..... we must lazy playing....lazy watching....lazy sleeping....lazy chatting.....then u take all the time to study and upgrade.... then u sure success 1.... hahaha ..right??....

in conclusion,lazy is needed!!!hahaha

2010-07-18T23:20:00.000-07:00

just a normal day....a very simple life...
i hope some wonderful day will come infront of me...

sometimes,there is just a simple word...,
it change your life.....
maybe it leads you to a victory road,
but sometimes you failed to walk it...

i don't want an ordinary life...
There were alot of ordinary person made their life extraordinary....
we can't predict the time that when we die,
simetimes we fall asleep and never wake up...

Can i save the world?
Can i fly on top of the sky and watch any human that needed to save?

###S###

其实现在这么需要吗？？

2010-07-12T06:24:00.000-07:00

其实我现在真的那么需要一个伴侣吗？
这个问题不断在我脑海里环绕。。
连续这五年的生涯，其实想想问自己到底成熟了吗？
长大了吗？懂事了没？学到了没？
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

从中学生的分析来看看。。来比较比较：
有哪个恋情是长久的呢？？有哪个是真正能成功突破困境？？
那么成功突破的情侣有几位呢？？可以告诉我吗？
毕业后，他们是否又能突破更困难的挑战呢？？
当然，我希望他们能。。
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

两个人在一起其实是不容易的，
许多考验都要彼此去面对，
有时候你能克服它，但你的另一伴呢？
如果她克服了，那你自己呢？
有时候两个人在一起终有排斥对方的时候，
但分离的时候却和对方依依不舍。。
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

我拒绝了许多女生，可能连你们都不相信。
但凡所有我喜欢的女孩都已心有所属。。
这是不是我的报应呢？？
甚至现在的她还是放不下她的前男友。。
可能从开始她更本就不属于我的。。
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

我终相信终有一天我会找到的。。
想想现在就算我有，
我能给她什么呢？？
能给的只是精神上的鼓励与支持。。
如果我事业成就，
我是不是能给她一个家庭和名分了呢？？
有能力了，是不是能给她最好的？？
我会去实践的。。。
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

许多人牵手。。。。。
有谁真正明白牵手的含义呢？？
你明白了吗？？
当你牵了，你会选择去放手了吗？？
我这成熟了吗？？你来判断吧。。。

2010-07-10T21:50:00.000-07:00

If you want to success,you need friends

If you really really want to success,you need enemies!

Lights....hopes... all in your heart

2010-06-29T08:03:00.000-07:00

You can choose to stay on the floor when you fall... No one has the right to stop you when you are willing to walk... Success and failure are not a big deal, is about the time we spend we together..and is about what we have learnt from experience. It is alright to fail....but don't fail yourself(confidence)...

Change

2010-06-20T07:21:00.000-07:00

World is change... Every things changes....
They change with times...
The earth...is .....sick...
the tree....."yelled out"..
the air....no more clean.... The water....,polluted..
Animals are trying to escape...but.....they die..
human....personality....destroy...
no more....no more...
Judgement day... is coming...although the world still not going the end
but...
Disaster is just the the beginning..

Human's heart no more pure....they....contaminate...
when...? they are going to realize??
when??? they will wake up??...
I believe.....deep inside human's heart still have brightness...Light is still there
choices to turn the light on or you swith it off...?
world changes,but don't change the good personality that......you have..
light up the world... light up your heart...You can see the brightness of your heart....
heal the patient...heal your heart....heal the world...
Listen to the God....pray HIM for saving yourself...
Cradle His arms....protect our HOME....

My band's marching Life....009-2010 Part 2

2010-06-14T06:04:00.000-07:00

We at the youth park...My last drum major's perfomance..>.<...no more chance play the mace

sedia!!

good angle

My members play the drums

Here's is ur obama koay...

去死人。。

2010-06-13T07:10:00.000-07:00

让我发泄发泄一下

说真的啦。。。我超不喜欢你们赌字。。你赢回来的不义之财你妄想给我一丝毫的那笔钱！！我是不会要的...!! 对啊!!我喜欢穷啊... 我穷得起啊... 我天生就是注定命穷啊!!!

那我也不希罕你们赌赢回来的钱!!求财物者当知有六非道..!!! 我则要的是你们的血汗钱!!! 没有钱,嘛当少吃一点咯... 不然就扣掉我的零用钱咯... 最多我多省车油费好吗??? 我走路来学校咯..

please don't gambling again.... i begging u ok???

假期生活

2010-06-13T03:48:00.000-07:00

13rd June 10

这个星期我过得还算不错吧。。乐队练习，去QB看prince of persia 去Gurney看Karate Kid....上个星期五很荣幸被Interact Club邀请展现Saxophone...我准备了两首人人熟悉的歌曲，分别是Nothing's gonna change my love you和约定。

虽然我在拍子上稍微走了一些，但依然得到观众热烈的掌声....我很享受在舞台上的欢呼...哈哈...外面的观众也不是很多，但最重要的是竟然没有美女。。ahhhh....duii

Prince of Persia还蛮不错的啦。。只不过中间我睡着了...高潮还是在后面。。。没想到在电影院坐在我后面的情侣.... 当戏中男女主角要相吻的时候，那堆情侣竟然大厅广众抱着接吻....实太可恶了！！！弄我妒嫉罢了。。hahaha...

我觉得最精彩的是跟ah hao ah qian他们去看成龙的Karate Kid....那个真的太好看了。。在人生当中难免会遭遇困苦来打击我们跌倒，但最终是看我们选不选择去站起来呢？？这个就是我在戏中所得到的启示啦。。哈哈。。女主角好迷人咯。。好想去中国lehhh....hahaha

新的叶问要到了。。我想看了。。哈哈。。从明天开始我应该很忙了咯。。得跟这里和说声拜拜了。。我算应该找到人生目标了，从明天开始我要实践了。。其实要获得一样你想要的东西，其实是需要牺牲某样事务来换取的。。就好像你想要成为会计师，现在就要用功了，任何电脑娱乐或是电影能迷失你的，你都要牺牲掉了。。。如果你认为你有更好的办法，除非你有智慧咯。。哈哈。。你可以改变你到达目的的方向，但你不可改变你到达目的的决心。。

2010-06-10T08:13:00.000-07:00

至今我非常坚信一句话。。。

命运若安排一个敌人给你，也许是一种恩赐。所有的逆境，痛苦和磨难.....这一切都可以让你茁壮成长的。。。

我真的这样认为
要想成功，你需要朋友。。。要非常想成功，你需要敌人。。。！！

2010-06-10T05:37:00.000-07:00

人生就像一场5000米的长跑,只要你肯跑,你肯坚持,你一定会包尾,因必有人中途弃权或比你弱,如果你肯加点意志,恒心和毅力,你更会得到意想不到的结果。

跌倒并不可怕，因为每个人的生活都不可能是一帆风顺的，工作不顺心的时候，就回忆一下昔日的辉煌成就，让自己更加坚强、自信，快乐观豁达起来吧！

无题

2010-05-28T17:30:00.000-07:00

29th may2010

在这中学生的生涯，
这三四年的来来去去，
徘徘徊徊，
幸运的，则一步步地迈向成功；
不幸运的，则在这坎坷的道路上。。跌跌撞撞。。
欲知以后的去向，
今时今日的努力为定义。。
你准备好了吗？？

古人读书的定义是什么？？
古人读圣贤书，做圣贤事。。
将来当官，
为人民请命，造福百姓，
立志当个受万人爱戴的父母官。。
现代人读书为何事呢？？
赚大钱，过着无忧无虑的生活？？
你读书为何事？？

恋恋爱爱，暗暗恋恋。。
得时甜，失时苦。
来时喜，去时悲。
中学生涯，
有谁可以陪伴你一生一世呢？？
踏出社会，每个人的去向都不同，
科系不同，志向亦不同
中学生活怎么能与社会生活来伦比呢？
你，
恋爱了吗？

人生不就像一张空白纸吗？？？你可以大胆调色，红橙黄绿
你亦可选择涂上黑白图。。
你的毛笔提起了吗？？

excellent!!

2010-05-06T04:51:00.000-07:00

My mood Back!!!!!

Tagged my sifu

2010-05-02T02:40:00.000-07:00

规则：
1，被点者请在自己的网志上打上答案
2，请传给另外十个人
3，传阅人请在这十位被点的人的留言板上通知他，他被点咯！
4，这当中的十位不得拒绝
5，被点者请注明被谁点了在那里接到再传给下十位
6，这十名被点者，你们被点会幸福7，不可回点哦，并且愿望会实现和得到祝福======================================================
坐上幸福热气球，开始咯！

幸福热气球：第一阶段
1.绰号：momo
2.星座：Taurus...moo moo
3.生日：11st may 1993
4.兴趣：touch my leg's hair
5.血型：'O' i see....
6.最宝贵的东西：my leg's hair
7.最讨厌的东西: no leg's hair

幸福热气球：第二阶段
1.有喜欢的人吗：gotttttt......
2.有交往吗：no... but i have many ex....^^
3. 幸福吗：yea... when i rejected gals....
4.他很爱你吗：i hope so.... but she don't
5.如果你有勇气最想做什么 : find some one who have same leg's hair person...

幸福热气球：第三阶段
1.你被谁点：sifu chang er
2.他是你的谁：my Angel...^^
3. 他的个性是怎样：yang guang like me^^
4.他长得怎样：mature....
5.跟他认识多久：5 years....hmm....now only i realized...
6.你想跟他说什么：sifu...您多年教导，徒儿必铭记于心。。报道奉行！！
7.如果他变成你的情人：师徒恋。。u tot 射雕英雄传meh....?? and i'm not gay 1....hahahah

幸福热气球：第四阶段
1.最爱的音乐：i write esei for u 1???
2.最爱的季节: We have 'Sun'day only
3.最爱的卡通：i never watch cartoon 1 worr.... fulmetal alchemist i got watch la...
4.最爱的颜色：black n white
5.最想去的国家：Japan,Jerman,Itali.... all gals there...^^
6.最爱的水果：honeydew
7.最爱的饮料：water...
8.最爱的人：my mother...hmm

幸福热气球：第五阶段
1.你很爱哭吗：我爱酷罢了
2.你很爱笑吗：我爱siao...
3.你是很有信心的人吗：haiz... this word shows u the answer already
4.你要怎样的生活：an esei for u again???
5.你喜欢自己吗：ofcourse....i have handsome黑痣
6.你喜欢音乐吗：yea。。。
7.你喜欢体育吗：gymnastic ^^
8.你喜欢跳舞吗：yea....shaking my ass....
9.你很专情吗：i zhuan yi only
10.你喜欢睡觉吗：yea...every night will slp 1..
11.你喜欢唱歌吗: yea....pop song...

幸福热气球：第六阶段开始点名
1.Bao Yun
2.clee
3.hui peng
3.shi po
4.xiao zhu
5.alice
6.steven
7.aiya no other friends alrdy....psps

hehe...

2010-05-02T00:56:00.000-07:00

Sun............... 2nd may 10

XX What a hot sunny day..... That's y we call sunday....really hot n sunny day ....^^.. Actually i'm quite lazy to update my blog... I also don't understand y should i start a blogging... I feel great this year,everything is fine.... no troubles,no worries...that's y that's nth to post....hehehe

XX男厕所在哪里？？？就在女厕所隔壁ooo...^^ .... i felt my blog is quite boring 1....so i decided to post some jokes... hehehe.... hmm...i was quite happy with my results this year....passed with flying colours.... But is still not enough for the spm standard la.. still have 2 weeks left to face another term of exam... Time passes so fast as my leg's hair keep growing longer n longer... very proud....

XXI feel that my study style quite different d.... abit problem.... I last year everyday study, but i most the time i failed 1... But when i try to pay attention in class,then i study my subject during last minutes...I passed and even A lehh....quite sot sot... haiz.... during SPM,i ma gone...???

XX June 29 is coming soon....An indoor competition.... A new target and a new journey for our band to compete to other school... Gambateh guys.... and good luck to other school also....Let's show our power and talent to everyone... Let's raise our school's name together... ^^

Do they know??

2010-03-06T16:55:00.000-08:00

7th Mac 10

It's been so long time i didn't update my blog....hehe.... actually I'm quite lazy to write blog nowadays.... That's nothing special for me to write about my recently life,because this recently my life is quite normal,nothing happen and my face is almost full of smiling 1...

well,after i retire,chung hwa confucian high school military band will change into concert band.... There is no marching already unless it is necessary....Why is it like that??? haha.... many seniors curious with what happening in our band.... As you know that after the dragon boat incident,many school headmasters n even teachers started to afraid... Afraid to carry n lead the burden of what happening to their students after an incident is involved.... many school hm had decided to cut down the co curriculum time... That is the maximum time for all co curriculum activities on saturday which is 8am to 12 am..... If i'm not mistaken,jit sin school,st.Xavier school and my school r both having the same condition.... our practice time is cut down....aduii....

My hm...haiz.... don't know how to describe what type of person he is.... because he is too afraid of his student's parents come to sue him after an incident that happen... afraid we hurt ourselves by our instruments.... last time my friend went to ask him about the jit sin concert.... we wanna book a bus to go dewan sri to watch concert.... But he don't allow...he afraid the bus go on accident,then the parents will come to sue him...???. geng....good excuse.... good hm....hahaha....

Maybe u will find that the hm is funny,but i don't.... I feel pity,i feel sick of him... I know that he is more focus on students' academics instead of improving their co curriculum .... Last time,my teacher told me that the hm feel about co curriculum cannot take the school to the higher status and raise the name of school... good luck guys,although is a concert band,it doesn't mean that the world is going to end...this condition will lead us to build ourselves a tamadun.... and a future of achieving our goals....

btw,amanda,feel sorry to you... that night i was moody... and .... btw,sorry again....=p

CNY in Ah Kim's house...

2010-02-18T04:10:00.000-08:00

Lion come to Ah Kim's house.....waa!!!

This house so strange la....

I'm coming!!!!

Lion know how to pray lo...???

lai......come in come in...

cute loo.....so guai..

it smell so good....got vegetable also huh....best....

mmm....yummy yummy...

oh....very thank you...

睡狮？？。。

sleeping lion...

my brother never see the sleeping lion b4....hahaha

u guess what tis word meant to b???

u ask me??? i dunno oso....

the lion very curios wif its writting.... 天子？？or 数字？？

the lion said goodbye...u see...the lion so manja nia...dunno is male or female 1...

放炮咯。。。。超长的热狗。。=.=

Lights Every Where,Hopes Every Where.....

2010-01-26T06:20:00.000-08:00

26th February 10

Tick...Tock....Tick Tock.... the sound of the clock was just passed through my ears...I took a deep breath,and laid on the bed to take a few minutes nap...My nose was blooding...the blood flew through my throat n caused me sore throat.... Being sicked for two weeks,dun worry...i just had a bad flu only.. Because of this illness,it injured my nose... Once my mucus come out from my nose,the blood will continue flow out also...=p

This few days,my heart was totally burst... N my head was going explode... Busy with drawing my own formation steps for the coming Hari Sukan....N busy with my lisan n oral too... Many of my teachers wanted to choose me to join d pertandingan berpidato, chinese poem competition n debate also... It is because of i speak with eloquent??? well...some ladies in my class said that my voice is sexy...=.=....

the end of January is almost reach,n i have wasted my two weeks without studying properly...because of sick,n doing such formations...orals..... I feel lazy right now... stare infront of the computer,writing blog n wait the time to travel faster... This two days,i didn't do any of my homework....I was like cursed by a Bomoh,feel that my body n hands becoming more heavier.... my heart is empty,although already planning what to do today and tomorrow,but the rate of my determination is completely drop....The assignments are increasing gradually every days,every single periods..... My burden is increasing...N i can't afford it with my shoulders.

After tonight,i really have to change my habit...my behavior.... This habit must no longer exist in daily life... Cause i had waste all the times.... For a successor,i think times is money,once u can't catch up the minutes n seconds,means u lost the cents n coins in the future... So times make money,and effort decide your future... so Lights Every Where,Hopes Every Where.... Light up ur life,fullfill your life with different colours.... Victory of Light is infront of you...

waa....love same skin colour ppl like me....muahahahaa

2010-01-23T21:31:00.000-08:00

Chris Brown-With You

I need you boo, (oh)
I gotta see you boo (hey)
And there're hearts all over the world tonight,
Said the hearts all over the world tonight [x2]

[Verse 1]
Hey! Little mama,
Ooh, you're a stunner
Hot..little figure,
Yes, you're a winner
And I'm so glad to be yours,
You're a class all your own
And..
Oh, little cutie
When..you talk to me
I swear..the whole world stops
You're my sweetheart
And I'm so glad that you are mine
You are one of a kind and..

[Bridge:]
You mean to me
What I mean to you and..
Together baby,
There is nothing we won't do
'cause if I got you,
I don't need money,
I don't need cars,
Girl, you're my all.
And..

[Chorus:]
Oh!
I'm into you,
And girl,
No one else would do,
'cause with every kiss and every hug,
You make me fall in love,
And now I know I can't be the only one,
I bet there heart's all over the world tonight,
With the love of their life who feels..
What I feel when I'm

With you [x5]
Girl..
With you [x5]

[Verse 2]
Oh girl!
I don't want nobody else,
Without you, there's no one left then,
You're like Jordans on Saturday,
I gotta have you and I cannot wait now,
Hey! Little shawty,
Say you care for me,
You know I care for you,
You know...that I'll be true,
You know that I won't lie,
You know that I would try,
To be your everything..yeah..

[Bridge:]
'cause if I got you,
I don't need money,
I don't need cars,
Girl, you're my all.
And..

[Chorus]

With you [x5]
Oh..
With you [x5]
Yeah Heh..

[Bridge 2]
And I..
Will never try to deny,
that you're my whole life,
'cause if you ever let me go,
I would die..
So I won't front,
I don't need another woman,
I just need your all and nothing,
'cause if I got that,
Then I'll be straight
Baby, you're the best part of my day

I need you boo,
I gotta see you boo
And there're hearts all over the world tonight,
Said the hearts all over the world tonight [x2]
Woo Oh.. Yeah
They need it boo,
They gotta see their boo,
Said the hearts all over the world tonight,
Hearts all over the world tonight [x2]

[Chorus]

With you [x5]
Girl..
With you [x5]
Oh..

The truth of shayne.....= =

2010-01-09T23:30:00.000-08:00

Every ppl feel tat shayne is a very thick face person...is tat true???yeah!!! look at d pic above,when talking oso need pointing his finger to d camera...

Many of his frens feel tat he is "sunny koay"阳光的男孩...is tat true?? well,look d pic above,then u will know....He love to laugh!!!^^...laugh until like tis...

N laught to ppl he don't reconize 1...hahahaha

Ppl always tot he is very crazy sometimes,but when he becomes serious..just like d pic above...yeng leh??

sometimes he is very smart too... n tis time act like a wood....hahahaha

Shayne can spinning mace????

Not just only he know how to spinning wif two hands,but one hand he oso can....^^

He know how to play sax... N his percussionist fren is oso sexy...=p

The important is he has the best percussionist's member!!!

2010!!! is right here!!

2010-01-02T02:27:00.000-08:00

2nd January 2010

我我我我。。。。终于回来了。。muahahahahahaha。。。上几个星期我的电脑突然病慌，送到医院去接受诊疗。。今天才刚好。。哈哈哈。。。我今天特别多话讲，也特别多的道理要在这里说。。。也借今天所说的道理希望能帮助到那些遇到挫折的朋友。。。^^

先说说上个星期的事情吧。。。其实，我一直都很担心我不会骑motor....我从我出生以来，从来没动过脚车。。=.=...吓倒叻！！！muahahahahaha。。。骑过脚车的人应该知道脚车最重要的条件是懂得平稳性。。。惨了咯。。。我连最基本的平稳都不会了，怎样骑motor呢？？？我还记得前3年，我的朋友教我骑脚车，足足教了我几个星期。。。一年后，又一个朋友教我骑。。。他们都很尽力的去教我，但我还是一窍不通。。依然还是3岁小孩那样完全掌握不到技巧。。。但连3岁小孩都应该比我厉害吧....ahahahaha=p

考了undang后,我就上了teori的课程。。。一旦到practical的时候，我开始紧张。。犹豫不定。。因为那边的教授说要看你到底适不适合拿'L'....如果连平稳都不能了，那还拿什么'L'..那时候我的心情可是十万火急。。。又慌又乱，很怕拿不到'L' leh.....T.T... 但“黄天不负有'黑'人”。。教practical的教授是比较cincai一点。。。就这样，我就拿了'L'....^^ 真是天公疼愚仔。。。通常苯的人都是很幸运的。。。muahahahahaha......okok...我不是笨。。。是笨了一点。。。哈哈哈

拿了L又怎样？？？我还是不会骐motor.....就像前几次，我下去pasar malam 的大草场去学驾motor,我足足练了2/3个小时，我还是不能平稳自己。。。hee.....我的爸爸在那边向我摇头。。。我的父母很看小我，一直中伤我。。。说：“我怎么生了世上那么笨的孩子，连motor都不会骐。。大男孩不会骐，是很失败的。。。”讲到我。。。。炸倒！！！hahahahaha..... 讲到我全身酱热。。。难怪天气酱热，应该是我造成的。。。soli soli=p.... 那种感觉又hot又热。。几乎一样意思hor???? =.=.... Hot 到我变七龙珠，只差头发没有变黄罢了，不然就真的变Goku....^^....haha

第二天，我静坐祷告了一下。。希望我的苦楚和心情能告诉上帝，希望您能助我一臂之力。。把愚笨的我唤醒起来。。好！！！这次我鼓起勇气不断的去克服自己。。。我连续翻了3次motor,在这3次我不断的忍住疼痛。。。就在这一差那间，我终于会骑了。。。!!起初，不管我怎样骑，怎样开油，三番四次地翻倒在地上...T.T....不只是跌倒那么简单，还烫到。。。haiz....就是不知道突然想起父母怎样讲我的时候，我的火气平稳了我的身体。。就这样我就会驾motor了=.=...

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*其实我们做人，不能轻易看小自己或别人，因为人有无限的可能。。。每一件事情，能不能达成，是在乎你的那一颗信心和恒心而已。。。哈哈！！就不讲我自己吧。。有看马太福音的圣经的人，都应该知道耶稣怎样救世人。。死人都能救得活。^^。唯有相信主，它的话，才能得救。。。所以很明显的看得出，只要有信心，相信自己，一定能成功的！！！信心要十足，其他的就交给命运吧。。就好像一句话说，"do the best,n God will do the rest"!!! 不要害怕去尝试，要先跌倒才能取得效果嘛。。。有看新加玻戏吗？？最流行的一句话：“Belum try,belum tahu;Sekali try,Hari-hari Mahu”^^... 我一直都认为我的脚车和绘画都很差的，但因为用心的关系，终于成功了^^...

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New year Eve 那天早上，我到Hard Rock去打工。。你曾是过拔1000只以下的虾吗？？很好！！我知道你们没有。。==... 但我的确一个人拔虾壳拔到1000多只。。到现在，我的手指还在疼着。。>.<...可怜的我。。哈哈。。不只是拔虾而已，我还把一块块的羊肉做成sate....整一大桶的羊肉。。我看你们应该系想象不到那个一大桶是多大。。。哈哈哈。。。 Hard Rock Hotel晚上举办了一个好像宴会一样来庆祝new year的到来。。。在海边举行。。哇。多浪漫哦。。。我还看到很多洋人。。尤其是年轻的洋女...waaaa...shiok arrr...^^好棒的身材。。。muahahahahaha....在我的学校都没有这种身材的女生。。。哈哈哈。。。正！！

那边多数是洋人比较多，华人比较少。。。因为那边不是一般人都能力去的。。。你知道吗？？一个人去是要花费RM688！！！一个人罢了worr....不是一群人哦。。所以洋人去比较值得。。我们的马币的一半罢了。。当然不只是吃啦，还有show看。。Break Dance,hip hop那些。。。。我还看到benson^^... 在度想起Bagan Xin Zhong。。

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我发觉那边马来人的工人很多。。不用担心，他们都黑过我。。我看我一生中不能忘记的是有一马来女生竟以为我是马来人。。=.=!!!!!!她无法辨认我是华人。aduiiii!!!!!!!!!!!惨了啦。。haiz....

我发觉到马来人和印度人都有共同点。。就是他们是很high的那一种。当音乐播罢了，他们就在那边自己跳自己爽。。哈哈哈。。跟我一样罢了啦。。难怪她辨认不到我是华人=.= 洋人的小孩都很天真的那一种，一群小孩在舞台上跳舞。。。跳到很高兴，根本不会去害怕台下的人在笑他们。。就是不明白为什么我们华人还不至于他们= =。。。

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*所以这群小孩也证实了我们的本来面目。。其实人的心本来就是一片天真无烦恼的。。正因为环境的改变，和物质上的诱惑才构成了个人的性格。。佛陀成道时都说明众生皆有如来智慧德象，但以妄想执著，而不能证得。。人的心本来无一物，无菩提可求。。都因尘世迷惑了自己。。

my friends n my members....

2009-12-27T16:11:00.000-08:00

Once upon a time,there was a lovely shayne,

sometimes he is bright n white,

n sometimes he is black n darkness too....

khye-got boys n gals..got black n white too....^^

alice-can compete wif us???
shayne-okok....i lose i lose ok???

yan leong-we r match???^^

shayne-who's more nice huh???

Fish-we act cute nice hor???

alice- can compare wif us???we r super cute....

shayne-u tot standing further will cute abit hor??

shayne-gathered together more clearly n nice...huh??

Shayne-n we know how to make fun too...^^

mickey- u all too handsome ad....Bomb u all!!!!

shayne-Wat???...using bazooka to scare us??...no way,i know kung fu!!!

Khye-walao.....u all...so swt 1... bye then...

End d Jubilee story,although i din mention about jubilee....

wat the tutttttttttttttttttttt.......tagged by ppl again....=.= tis time is tagged by Bao Yun...

2009-12-27T00:31:00.000-08:00

A. 被点到名字的要在自己的博客里写下自己的答案，
然后去掉一个你最不喜欢的问题再加上一个你的问题，
仍然组成20个问题,传给其他8个人，
列出其他8个需要回答问题的人的名字，
还要到这8个人的部落格裡留言通知对方——你被点名了，
被点名者不得拒绝回答问题，
完成游戏的人将会永远得到大家的祝福。
Tag:
1）sifu chang en
2）small pig
3）shi po...theng
4）bluven
5）ling ling
6）william jiak pa bui???
7）amanda
8）jeremy
1.你最希望从朋友(不包括爱人)那里得到的是什麼?
-i wan nice gals only...^^

2.最近最郁闷的事?
- got....writting tis tagged loo

3.最受不了自己的哪个缺点?
-too handsome ad...haiz...

4.难过的时候会..?
- sms wif gal gal.....^^

5.说出点你名的人3个优点(不可删除题)。
- nice,cute n beauty....=p

6.以一个形容词形容点名的人的外表。
- cute d....shhhh=p

7.你现在最想做的是什麼?
- faster finish tis.....><

8.用一个字形容自己.
- cool?

9.你的梦想?
- a teacher??....

10.现在最希望的事?
- haiyooo.....i mention ad.....faster finish tis....

11.接下来最想去旅行的国家或城市? 为什么?
- Japan....caz there r alot leng lui u know......

12. 你为什么要回答这些问题?
- how i know???....ask d one who set tis la....hahaha

13. 怕不怕世界末日？
- no....caz tat time i die ad...so no nid afraid oso...

14.什麼时候觉得孤独?
- when all gals r around me...

15.最近一次掉眼泪是?
- when cutting onion

6.想对点你名的人说的话？
- Dun miss me oo..... ^^

17.家人重要还是伴侣重要?
- erm....tis questions errr........ hard to say lo.....hahahahahaha

18.有没有谈恋爱？？？
- u ask me ar???? alot lo..... so far 8 gf i think....hahahaha....but now stop liao la....no nid worry,u r free to know me....^^

19. 活到现在,影响你最深的事情??
- many ppl tot i'm a malay....T.T

20.最爱的偶像是谁??
- shayne Koay....

My ........friend???

2009-12-26T23:13:00.000-08:00

where r we???...we r at melody's house..

bye bye...going gurney ad....i came here not more than 1 hour...hahaha

we r God!!!!! melody house got sport light d huh???

we r promoting MILO Thailander!!! who wants to try....inside 1 is empty

so romantic light n night....

芳香味哦。。。

2009-12-23T05:04:00.000-08:00

23rd December 09

昨天早上，几乎六点半起床了。。。突然感到一股热气从我身上发出。。。。当然，不是我放屁哦。。。哈哈。。然而，不到几分钟，我就马上泻肚子。。=.= 这时厕所里便传出了我的芳香味“粪味”^^.... 空气中的氧气溶入了我的香气，一阵一阵的流入出来。。。在读着我的blog的帅哥及美女，确保你在读着的时候不要吃饭，不然你的桌上又沾满了和我一样“香”的芳香味。。。

一块块又湿湿而带出的芳香味从马桶里散发出来。。即使马桶冲水过后，那种超香味道并且没有消失，依然的在空气中漂浮。。直到新鲜空气输进厕所里=p... haiz...就这样，再也没有机会闻到这个味道了。。可惜。。

想到前天晚上我拼命的喝下冷茶，感到。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。好像再喝一遍。。。哈哈哈。。由于身体感到有点不对劲，于是那天破例了一次，叫妈妈载我去学校。。。 8点准时每个队员都下草场了，便带领每个人跑学校3圈。。。哇！！那天竟然下我一跳，这时的队员竟然可以跑足3圈。。太棒了！！！太爽了，白的我也变黑了。。^^

由始以来乐队的队员顶多能跑一圈，在我的带领下，每个人都开始进步了。。。^^...我的目标是每个人四圈学校。。现在可说是慢慢靠近了，要到达目标了哦....我晒得多么黑也值得咯。。

跑完3圈后，突然我的身体越来越不舒服了。。。我。。。我。。。。我。。。。我还没死，放心。。。只是发了一点烧。。我的身体又冷又热，一进到音乐室就冷到半死。感觉到冬天的来临似的，有点感受到那些在冬天冻死的人。。。从9点冷到4点。。而且是一次比一次冷 =.=..... 虽然头没晕，就几疼痛一下的。。头很承重>.<.... 奇怪，刚泻肚，应该感到轻的，反而我感到特重。。。= =

还好有一位善心的队员肯载我回家，不用走路了。。^^ 其实很多人都住我的家很靠近，但我就是偏不要人家载我。。。= = 其实每个人都有一颗良心的嘛，一颗善良的心。。。如果一直麻烦别人来载我的话，企不是不好意思？？可能载送的人并不是那样的想，但毕竟还是受了人家的恩惠。。我喜欢帮助人多过别人帮助我。。所以我每次都是走路来学校。。。。昨天载送我的那位妈妈跟我说：“ 不用感到害羞的，别人要载，就给他载嘛。。。给别人一个做善事的机会，让他们和你结善缘嘛。。” 话听起来蛮有道理worrr....hahahahahaha.... 但我认为做善事是在乎你的一颗心而已。。。不用特地要讲道要让给别人做善事的机会....给我的话，他们有那颗想要载我的心就足够了，至于要不要他们载是我的决定。我认为有心才是最重要的.....muahahahahahaha

一回到家罢了，冲凉过后就躺在床上不能动了。。睡到晚上去。。醒来online 一下，又马上倒回去。。。有点怀疑不是发烧。。= = 然而我还忘记读我的undang，因为第二天就要考motor了。。。今天早上醒来就慌到半死。。。随便读半小时一下，就去考了。。。哪里知道给我碰巧过关...yeah!!!!! pass liao.... 发烧发到给我pass.....=.= yeng 临时抱佛脚的成绩果然比较不一样。。。。^^....相信佛也没话说。。哈哈

Learnt from my sifu...."Dieded" alrdy.....

2009-12-19T07:08:00.000-08:00

19th Dec 09

well...since monday ''she'' din come to school....so i decided to give her my present today.... N i no nid to repeat who is she liao kua???ahahaha....=p d present ad wrapped nicely since 2 weeks ago,then i only post a few notes on a piece of paper only...then use gum paste it.... haiyaaa....i think u all sure want to know wat i'm writing about....hahaha....d But I'm not sure i can rmb wat i've written la....hahah...

"this is a gift for u.....
I know it is small,but inside 1 maybe u ll shock...hahaha
It is red colour 1,caz i always c u take red things 1,just like
ur school bags oso red 1 huh??hehe...so i decided to buy
a red 1 for u... I bought tis gift since 2 weeks ago le... I worked
part time job just for buying tis... i have ur heart le...muahahaaha..
well,its not cool than ur bf's necklace...but my honesty, loyalty all
inside ad.....very special le....hee.... Work all days n nights just for tis only...
But if u dun like it,u give to other ppl la....dun throw it,caz my blood n swt all inside d....haha
hee...." (shayne)

romantic huh???...hahaha....jk la.... if i'm not mistaken,i wrote tis only la..... But i din pass it to her...dunno y i don't have d tiger heart....hahaha...tat time she n my toh dai all went to kfc....then i told my toh dai to keep d present for me secretly....then when wan back,only pass it to her.... aiyooo..... For all readers arrr...... y i dun wan pass it myself lehh.... just a present watt.....give ppl oso nid secretly 1..??? geng le...hahaha....

But for my thinking la...she got bf ad.... i dun wan to talk alot oso.... Caz every time when i c her,i have alot of things to chat 1....Bullet train chatting....hahahahaha...but tis time not same ad.... I nid reli to have a great distance wif her....cannot like last few months ad,walk till so close.....=p N for tis topic,means everything over liao.... no nid to feel sad or feel hurt oso.... Tats no reason to make myself suffer..... n God oso dun wan to c d foolish ppl like me....so no nid to think so much....hahaha.... some maybe ask me,do u feel hurt???..... N i answer, yes...?? is lie u 1.....hahahaha... ehh....I love hurt u know....very shiok d....can slp like a pig 1.....caz heart feel pain,then easily getting tired..... Then i always slping 1.....hahahaha... I love d feel.....hurt can make me improve....hahaha...

there r still many nice gals out there...tats no way for me to hurt myself....keep thinking about her..?? no!!!.... we muz grow up!! n we muz improve....!! falling down??? stand up again.... For a baby,inside their mind r all empty.... d baby wants to stand up n walk....but fall down many times...but they din think anything oso....just prac as much as they can....so y we cant leh??.... caz we think too much d....hahahaha....so muz act like a baby!!! hahahaha

actually tonight wan talk about "dieded" things 1...caz lazy to mention....i think i ll post it next time....hahahahaha...psps...=p For readers,appreciate wat u have now....especially for ur best frens n frens.... No bf n gf nvm,can find 1..... If u dun like ,can throw them away oso....=p...wakakakaka....then find another 1.... BUT for frens,not so easy to find d..... d time we spend together r short.... n d time they leave is fast.... C i next yer spm ad.....my frens all want to leave me liao.... IF 2012 d end of d world is exist, then how about our frens? lets die together!!!muahahaha...ookok...choy!!!

Shayne is Back!!!

2009-12-15T19:06:00.000-08:00

16th December09

又再可以用电脑了。。哥哥再次回到kl ，要大考了。。我暂时还可以用电脑。。muahhahaah。。上次我不是讲过我曾喜欢过一个女生，但因为我要读书的关系，所以我只能默默的喜欢她，而不算现在恋爱嘛。。。就在昨天的早上，创伤了我的心灵，直到现在，仿佛有如万剑穿心一般的疼痛。。其实。。。。其实。。！！！！！！！！！是一件小事罢了啦。。是我夸大而已。。hee..

昨天跟她sms，因突然想起spm已经完了，所以是时候找她聊了。。本文的重点来了，她竟然告诉我她已经有男朋友了！！！。。她的男朋友在她还没生日之前送她一条项链。。= = 这是我意想不到的事情。。我的礼物早已在两个星期前已经买了，就等待她的生日那一天送给她。。。哪里知道别人竟然比我快了一步。。。又是送酱贵重的礼物。。试说能不叫人动心吗？？

其实我也不怕在这里公开。。其实我已经买了手表打算送她的。。我还特地叫女生的朋友和店的老板娘一起选最好的手表。。我到餐厅打工，表面上是消遣时间，其实真相的背后是凑钱买礼物给她。。。因为我不像那个男生酱有钱，买项链给她。。。哈哈。。虽然那个手表看起来很简单，但里面存在了我们的回忆。。运动会的出场，一起去mcdonald，一起去马场，concert的出场等等。。而且又是我的赚钱血汗钱叻？！我的心思都在里头了。。= =。。。我还相信“精诚所至，精石为开”。。。哪里知道还是别人抢前一步。。==

我开玩笑的对她说：“waa..got bf ad??...who lai??..gave u necklace so geng ar??...then i dun wan rampas wif him liao lo...My name so famous in school,very easy find me d...N wif my skin colour,very easy to find...hahaha”。。然而她回信：“jealous leh??....u wan to rampas also fail d la... Very easy to find meh??” 哇。。这边的读者，换是你，你的感觉怎样？？？。。。很爽对不对？？。。。哈哈。。

虽然话说“何处无芳草”，但要找到两情相愿的，确实是很难的。。可能我想得太单纯了，我还打算跟她保持一样的距离，等我毕业过后，才一起交往。。因为她要大考的关系，我不想影响她。。我也不想我将来的大考忽略了她。。所以只能等待时机，有缘的时候交往。。。哪里知道只是一场梦，现实上什么都不是。。比别人慢了一步。。哈哈。。我还打算用功读书，将来赚多钱，并用我的一生来赐奉于我的未来老婆。。。哈哈。。。想得太远了，现实上她已经属于别人的了。。。hehehehe....所以也证实了我的看法，中学生的确不适合谈恋爱。。想得太多，失望越大。。哈哈。。你们还是用功求学吧。。别人恋爱是他们的事，我们要看远一点。。谁会知道你毕业后的来去如何？？。。

昨天是最后一天打工了，乐队练习又来了，是时候放弃工作，而去尽乐队的本份。。这才是长恩时常叮咛我要做的本份。。舍不得工作上的朋友，一个一个向我离去。。。失恋+失友的感觉，超爽。。。疼痛的感觉。。waaa...arggHHH!!!.....

但还没惨过回家的时候。。。= = 我足足等了一个小时半的巴士，回到家已经12.xx了。。。又淋了全身雨。。落汤鸡一样，而我又生肖鸡。。。还真配一下。。哈哈。。。真倒霉咯。。。 “她离开，工作离开，巴士迟来，大雨又来”。。。

CLOSE!!!

2009-12-09T23:24:00.000-08:00

My blog,facebook,friendster n msn will not open start from tmr... Maybe one week later or 1 month or maybe.....

ehem....since my brother back to penang tmr,so have to wait after he go to england to study...

Will reply in facebook when i free to use my computer too...tata
hahaha

CLOSE

waaa.... my sifu...

2009-12-05T01:21:00.001-08:00

tis is d post of my sifu....I think he might kick me when he c tis...

Although sometimes he very crazy,but when he serious,very cool 1..just like he throwing d mace

haha...d post of doing stretching

My first formation with him when i was in F1

ok...i know i ugly at F2,c my handsome sifu enuf...

A tuner with a pen...

My sifu not only love jolin,but love M.U too....^^

sax post....hahaha

wat we r looking r....tv??

His last performance with me....aiz...

waaa...so long d post

2009-12-05T01:17:00.001-08:00

4th December 09

Everyone has their own friends n best frens...No matter who,no matter wat living things on d earth,sure will have their partner 1... But tonight i'm not going to talk about my best frens....Caz i have too much best frens ad...,not enuf space to post here oso...their story too long ad...hehehe... Who is tat person showed at d pic above????.... Here's we go....He is my sifu...,my gud fren "CHUAH CHANG EN"....muahahaha...=p

Chang en is d one who i very admire,who i love,n who change me alot in my life... When i step into d band,the 1st ppl who bring me up to saxophone is him... Tat time i wan to follow my brother to b a percussionist ...,but "unfortunately" pulled by him to saxophone... hahaha... Because of his appearing, my life in band changed too...^^... I'm very lucky tat i din follow my brother to b percussionist,if not,i think i'm no longer joining band ad...>.<

When i was in F1,he teached us marching...n he was my section leader oso... Every saturday,he never escape prac ,n very take care of me 1..never let other ppl bullying me...hahahaha... Tat time,got a senior who over concern me ad,train my sax's skills until i cry... Every single note tat i wrongly play,he will call me to push up 1.... I was a junior at tat time!! how could u treat me as a computer??... N i even dunno which notes i wrongly play oso....= . =... N i dun like his attitude ,show off his skills more than teach me 1...sometimes made me shame infront of d seniors.... D only ppl rescued me from darkness is.........ofcoz is my sifu la..dun guess oso know...hahaha.... Chang en tried to console me,n teached me patiently although i slow in learning.... Since he was F3,so he was unable to teach me everytime,becaz of his PMR... So i told myself tat i must b a pro ppl like my sifu,will work hard on my sax,trained my marching myself,n somedays i will prove to my "senior" tat i'm better than him(who bully me 1)...

When i was a trainee drum major, i did many mistakes... Some members n seniors complaint about me...N some hurt me from behind.... The answers given by them cut like a sharp knife right through my heart...Their complaint came like a bolt of thunder n i was devastated.....>..<

I started hate tis dm job,i started look down myself... I was being very sick of the seniors' complaints.... Until i really i wanted to give up myself... But chang en never forsake me,he tried to convince me... He tried to save me....N he tried to clean n wash my mind.... He is d one who raise my confident.. I willing to share my experience in here...I'm willing to post out .... Here's d conversation tat he talked to me: " hey, dun feel hurt la,if like tat simple simple de hurt liao..den later how ar? wen u get my post of others,ppl shoot u straight de...can stand bo?? so, muz learn 2 accept, if wrong change...if u think u r correct, go on with it...dun care wat ppl say... sometimes they juz say rubbish oni.. but if good wan take it...u muz show ppl u can ma..like tat ma let those ppl who say u or look down on u de win? haiyo!dis is not the koay jin rong i noe..challenge!!!wrong, change 4 the good...If correct,keep it on..u need 2 learn how 2 think n accept..not juz now oni..,wen u go out work or wat,oso like tat de le... even worse....so, train now!everyone has their short comings,but if u r willing 2 change, nth can stop u!so, dun tell me wat giv up or hurt de.. hurt ok, nvm.. hurt de stand up again

Now,i'm truly a drum major in chung hwa..Take his post ad..I never forget wat sifu said to me.... I always note down d advise tat given by him n i always refer it....I will never forget him.. Now,he is not beside me anymore...He is now studying in kampar ad... He called me to b berdikari....Cannot always count on him 1... Yea, now i have a toh dai oso...hahahaha..hahaha... Su min is my toh dai..wakakakaka.... I always transfer wat sifu taught to me for her... Now she became asst.section leader ad...waa...so fast...=p hahahaha..she is very hardworking,i'm totally satisfy wif her attitude.... Gud toh dai..hahahaha.... Never let me disappointed huh??.... haiz...i regret abit le,sometimes i let my sifu disappointed...dun learn me oo....hahahaha..

very miss my sifu d le...,although he miss jolin more than me....hahahaa=p... Maybe he is d angel tat sent by d God...???....hmm.... His hair long ad,argggg my botak hair still nid keep for one yer more....>.

what i'm doing??

2009-12-01T17:31:00.000-08:00

2nd December 09

It is a boring holidays...zz..Since tis yer band practice is less than last yer...can destroy me ad...I love last yer december,everyday will have band prac 1,went until u reli nid to try to escape d prac... I oso dun understand y tis yer spm delayed until so late,made my band prac had to decrease n decrease....=p

After back from genting,everyday i'm just doing the same things... Morning online,sit on d chair,stair infront of the computer,bully amanda,sometimes sms,then watch movie,n sometimes sit infront of computer until late night... yeah??..my lifestyle...wakakaka..... eh,very boring u know...my band prac only on friday n saturday...d rest days wat shud i do?? so,next week i start to have a part time job... I ll b going to timesquare...1 hour rm5 huh..... finally i got something to do...N is better than sit on infront of d pc n bully amanda....psps..."ADA",i know u r reading my blog...,dun 'smile' oo...n dun feel swt oo....^^

so,can i start study now??...all revision books i had bought ad...so shud i start now??....caz i kinda lazy leh.... sometimes doing meditation,realized tat i'm gud in wasting my time...hehehe...=p i think next yer i nid to force myself to less online ad....C i have d determination or not laa... If cant,then i ll online....If i can control myself,then amanda ll feel happy d,caz i wont online kacao u huh???.... dun worry,my blog only sifu n u will read only... =p..shh

waa....y so many ppl asked me y i have many ex gf in d past few yers,n now suddenly becomes so guai..??.... aiyoo...aiya....dunno how to explain oso....aiz....nvm la,i try to give u my comments la... ok,I'm F4 already..one months later i ll b going to study F5.... N my "yan guang" very high 1,i only like mature gals...Not just mature in their appearance only,their heart oso nid mature too..... My past ex gf not very mature enough,tats y now i woke up..hahaha...=p I love those ppl who gud in study,can take care themselves n very steady....D one who can berdikari 1..... For my opinion la,if tis gal reli mature in her thinking 1,then she will very concern on her relationship wif other ppl 1.... N will not give up their lovers when having some quarrels or facing troubles.... Dun talk about my ex la...hahaha.... sometimes having quarrels,then wan break wif me ad....pity...=p pathetic looo... n tis yer i woke up ad lehhh... so long time din mention i have gf huh??... My determination is strong leh....psps.....hahaha....

If i reli having a relationship wif someone har,then i ll b very stupid liao lo... Next yer i graduate ad.. Maybe we ll study in different college...N sooner i ll b transfering to other negeri to study d... Just like my sifu,went to kampar...Dunno few months only come back to penang to c me...aiz...hahaha.... If i choose my bro's way,then after graduate in penang,nid to go to kl to study...After 2 yers,then nid go to England ad... 22 yers old only graduate le... Waa..then my gf how ar...leave her behind ar??... I know we can sms or online chatting....But we couldn't know each other's background...Maybe i meet a nice gal at England,n she still dunno huh??...hahahaha...okok jkjk... Maybe my gf is clever than me,then study at other country ad...then how about me?...throw my study behind,then follow her ar???....waa..so sacrifice...i wont do tat lo... hahaha...

So if is me,i better study 1st... study hard...hie hie hie.... N u all know my ambition is to b a teacher.... ay,....B a teacher is super gud loo....Students holidays,i oso holidays.... At night or at holidays can find gal gal n pak tor....so gud le....hahahaha.... so now have to study hard then have a gud job.... earn alot of money,so my future wife will "bahagia".... I will give my best n comfortable to my wife,dun wan let her lead d burden of the family....wan to b gud husband..hahahaha... Think too far le??...aiya....so now dun ask me y i dun wan to have gf or wat.... Now i only can c nice gals ...haa... By the way,i will only marry at 28 yers old... Caz tat time, my job is already fix n is mature enough to feed my family ... =p n i dun wan to have puppy love anymore...hahaha... teenager's love is temporary 1 right??.....tis is my opinion la...dunno u all agree or not la...some maybe will tell me tat if can manage ur time,then no problem to pak tor or wat la... But i think for my future,not now huh.... Now maybe will feel sweet temporarily laa...But who one knows tat after u graduate in F5,n everything will change either??... So u wan pak tor,u go la...dun influence me..hahaha... I watch nice gals enough ad.... jit sin er...song ar...hahahaha

Shiok arggg!!!!

2009-11-26T18:16:00.000-08:00

Is i'm happy during d trip?? C my smiling ma know lo

Bagan Xin Chung..!!!

Singapore Dancer lehh..d coach...!!muahahaha

yea...our posting

Love tis guy...Cool dancer!!

handsome dancer too

y din call me??i want to take pic wif them oso...T.T

2 dm,2 president...

C'mon,block d door....

block till half,take pic 1st

wei kiat,Sir n me same addidas jacket...ahahaha

27 December 09

太棒了！！！实在太爽了！！！我在上个星期22/11 一直到昨天26/11到云顶帮忙筹备国际比赛叻。。。INTERNATIONAL ARTS FESTIVAL 2009 二十一世纪国际艺术节

虽然是从早上一直工作到晚上，但是在工作的当时，学到我一生中无法学到的东西。。。交流了无数的学校，认识了无数的朋友，甚至认识许多女生咯。。。。Mr.song,很感激你咯！！！muahahahahha...等我毕业，我一定回来帮忙的。。。

上个星期日早上4am/5am，我,bagan jaya和日新独中的helper就已到云顶的Grand Ball Room的大礼堂了。。那时，我们彼此还不是很认识。。wei kiat 就叫大家自我介绍。。他叫brandy（我的主席）先自我介绍。。wei kiat 不只要我们介绍自己而已那么简单，还要我们介绍post gor....
个自来了六个人，团长和副团长都到齐叻。。drum major等等。。。日新独中就来了两个。。。也想不到后来我们我们也组成了"bagan Xin Chung" 的好拍档！！ Bagan,日新和中华三校同体。。乐器也齐全，只是少了flute的成员而已。。。嘿！我们还立志以后可能要组成一个乐队呢。。。

想不到一忙起来，就从早上一直到半夜了。。第一天比较辛苦。。。日新国中来了两辆lorry，扛他们的鼓队的乐器和stand，，扛到半死。。哈哈。。。日新太有钱了，借鼓给每一间学校。。比赛也用他们的鼓。。扛是累到半死，但是至少我学会了装全部的鼓队的乐器。。爽叻。。读我的blog的人不要妒嫉哦。。。哈哈哈。。连我从来没看过，没动过的vibraphone,xylo,timpany，终于让我见识到了。。动到我怕了。。。哈哈哈。。不只乐队的乐器而已，华乐的乐器，也慢慢的学会怎样去装了。。古筝搬到我要倒了。。还好现在我不用搬了。。。muahahaha

吃方面还真丰富叻。。第一天吃很爽叻。。。我们吃什么？？？吃buffet!!!! 但！！！！！！吃到我们怕了。。。连续三天的食物都是一样的。。。现在想起来都要欧了。>.< 第二天的午餐还好，chicken chop!!!!!!!爽啊。。。！！！吃两盘。。。这几天就吃了两次的McDonald.. 泄肚子泄到半死。。。哈。。偶尔晚上也有打丁丁。。跟bagan 的人和钱一起玩。。我还记得我们赚到120的钱，可以换取rm120的肥早。。 =.=...这边六个人，怎样分一个肥皂。。切六边？？？？

两天的晚上我负责顾grand ballroom的大门。。虽然只是简单的工作，但是做起来真不简单。。。乐队在吹奏时，客人是不能进入里面的。。要等到一队吹玩过后才能进的。。让我印象最深刻的是有一个singapore organizer 要进去看，但由于她不是这个concert的主办人，所以她也是不能在比赛的时候，随意进出大门。。但她超固执的，怎样讲都不会听，还说要投诉我们。。Mr.Song说让她去投诉，我们只是要确保这个concert顺利进行而已。。。有些父母为了要来看他们的儿女，而被我们block住。。我当时偷偷让他们进去，因为我认为每一个子女在比赛的当时是需要父母的支持的。。。如果因rules的关系而不能观赛，是一件惨不忍睹的事来。。将心比心一下。。我还是偷偷让他们进去。。就好像我在乐队一样，也要学习怎样去体会别人。。

爽到我半死。。我认识很多日新华乐的女生。。那时候我在顾着门，她们就拿相机来拍我。。更爽的是有四个日新的女生来找我。。电话我也拿到了。。。muahahahahaha...整天sms gorr...爽到现在。。哈哈哈哈 Bagan 的人说我和brandy很可怕。。。。第一天的表情很杀气。。到了第二天就不一样了。。siao siao d...哈哈。。。 Ah Joe每次记不到我的名字的。。所以整天叫我cool cool d... 我内心几暗爽的。。

I'm not!

2009-11-14T18:15:00.000-08:00

15th November 09

14th November tis date will stick in mind indelibly....

对不起，我不是你想象中的那种人，
对，我和她在中一的时候曾经是情侣。
但我们彼此至今还是不肯承认是一对情侣过，
毕竟中一我们是那样的单纯，只不过玩过家家罢了。。

你又何必那么在乎呢？
你认为你和她之所以分开是因这背后的谎言吗？？
我告诉你，
不是！
我和她的性格简直就是天渊之别，
就算再赐多少的岁月给我们，
我们只能还是朋友而已，
我和她做朋友都不知几世修道，
整天在班上吵吵闹闹，
到现在还是一样。。

我怎么欺骗你？
不告诉你我和她的一段经历就代表我欺骗你了吗？
不要那么心胸狭窄好不好？？
到不如去思考为什么你们会分开的原因吧！

在你的facebook留言开开玩笑，
那么多人也和我一起留言，
你就偏偏只散除掉我的留言。。
你会不会小气一点？？
还在你的blog说我背叛朋友？？

如果要说这样就是一种背叛的话，
那在你的friendster上上下下每一个角落数不尽的异性对话算是背叛了她吗？？

我现在只想读书而已，
我的愿望是一名人名教师，
我要把黑暗角落的孩子，
带到光明的世界里。。
我要栽培所有的孩子，
成为社会上有用的人民。

我之所以现在不恋爱，
是因为我清楚地知道
我现在还没资格给对方些什么，
我也给不到她幸福。。
那我何必现在就恋爱呢？
倒不如我用功读书，
得到安稳的工作再来恋爱也不迟嘛。。

如果女生需要的是依靠的人，
那没有远见及理想的人又怎么保护他们呢？？
你的心胸如果还是那样的狭窄，
就算再多给你几次的机会也是一样的结果而已。。

我也是有喜欢的对象，
但我只选择保持程默，
默默的帮助她可以了。。

Purify The Mind

2009-11-13T19:21:00.000-08:00

14th November 09

It's not mine
PLease don't mind
Cleanse the mind
It's a gold mind.
Read the poetic lines
May ur pure mind
Emit a brilliant shine
Stay on cloud nine
All the time kind
And fine as a rhyme.
So,when is the best time
To meditate or to train the mind?
If prime time is not mine
Dawn is the best time!
Young is the best time!
Now is the best time!

end...

Oh my..

2009-11-06T00:15:00.000-08:00

6th November009

having history exam yesterday....i wanna hit my head,throw in d washing machine nia....my 1st yer of dropping my history....I was like not well prepared enough for the exam...The questions have a lot of "iktibar n pengajaran" questions... Who has shot gun?? fire on me can??...my heart suffered badly n felt like wanna give up myself 1...adui...

dun talk about history now,lets talk about today...Physic....sigh...=p...Aplied wrong formulae in paper 2,n did many silly careless... I tot paper 1 can help me to gain back my marks,but unfortunately d paper 1 was difficult than paper 2,n i had not enough time to answer all.... I dun wan to fail my physics laaa...Last time failed badly,i dun wan to get hurt again...pls.... I din have tuition,no teacher teach me ,all depend on myself to read d... I dun wan fail...I dun wan d "fail" marks influence my whole holidays mood... btw,....who is great in physic,can teach me??? I need u d...reli reli need d....Next yer is my last chance le...If result still bad like tis,my future will vanish alrdy...

God...pls send an angel to me...Just like last few yers u sent a sifu for me....plsss...=p

Move On!!

2009-11-01T04:24:00.000-08:00

1stNovember 09

New profile,new background,new title n a new me....

2 days to go on n facing the final year exam....Final year of Form 4,it is not d end,but is the just beginning... After my exam,will be going to genting....watching international concert...!!!!wowwww....=p about 6 yers din go genting alrdy...yeah!!!
good luck to my results,n good luck for my friends...

Don't watch if u have an amphobia...N dun eat when u watch too...

2009-10-24T20:55:00.000-07:00

Reborn...

2009-10-23T09:59:00.001-07:00

23rd October 09

...Tis morning i went to office to find my chemistry teacher n discuss some chemistry questions wif her.. At tat time my classmate's Chu Hui was also wif me...He suddenly told teacher tat he is very lazy to read chemistry....When he looks on d book,then he will feel sleepy....

....Then my teacher said to Chu Hui tat he must has determination....Muz force himself to read... Then Chu hui replied:'' aiya...u inteligent ma...."....Then my teacher replied back wif an gud answer:''世上成功的人，都是用努力去奋斗的；世上聪明的人，未必会成功。。。'' 就算是天才，他们自小就可以读大学，但到最后他们的遭遇都是很可怜的。。。老师也是不是很聪明，但老师是很努力的去奋斗才有成果的。。

.....i think i got my answer alrdy....i know wat to do .... I will stand up no matter d increasing of falling down....i will have strong determination....My brain slow than other ppl,but nvm...I put more hardwork on it,somedays i will better than other ppl....Tis is my last chance...I can!! I can!! I can do well...! thx God's helping..^^

2009-10-21T06:43:00.000-07:00

21st October 09

Why in tis world is full of intelligent n foolish people?
Cant it be equal?!
some people need to pay a lot of hard work to gain their success.,
but some of them who do not need hard work also can success...?!

Why some students are fast in learning,but some are slow...?
Cant it be equal?
some pupils need to burn d midnight oil to study to gain gud results,
but some pupils no nid to burn also can get gud results..

I study,doing revision,memorize again n again,
hope for getting gud results...,
but results still din seem any improvement...
My brother plays games everyday,
only study one day b4 exam,
but his results look incredible all the time...
why?....

My friends,study hard,burn d midnight oil everyday,
in d second morning they look energetic...
I'm doing d same as they did,
but after 2 days,my pimples all pop out,getting flu,
badly sick too...

can i change my life?

Female Driver....wakakaka

2009-10-18T07:34:00.000-07:00

生命的价值

2009-09-20T04:35:00.000-07:00

不要让昨日的沮丧令明天的梦想黯然失色！

在一次讨论会上，一位著名的演说家没讲一句开场白，手里却高举着一张20美元的钞票。
面对会议室里的200个人，他问：“谁要这20美元？”一只只手举了起来。他接着说：“我打算把这20美元送给你们中的一位，但在这之前，请准许我做一件事。”他说着将钞票揉成一团，然后问：“谁还要？”仍有人举起手来。他又说：“那么，假如我这样做又会怎么样呢？”他把钞票扔到地上，又踏上一只脚，并且用脚碾它。尔后他拾起钞票，钞票已变得又脏又皱。
“现在谁还要？”还是有人举起手来。

“朋友们，你们已经上了一堂很有意义的课。无论我如何对待那张钞票，你们还是想要它，因为它并没贬值，它依旧值20美元。人生路上，我们会无数次被自己的决定或碰到的逆境击倒、欺凌甚至碾得粉身碎骨。我们觉得自己似乎一文不值。但无论发生什么，或将要发生什么，在上帝的眼中，你们永远不会丧失价值。在他看来，肮脏或洁净，衣着齐整或不齐整，你们依然是无价之宝。”

温馨提示：生命的价值不依赖我们的所作所为，也不仰仗我们结交的人物，而是取决于我们本身！我们是独特的——永远不要忘记这一点！

all of nothing

2009-09-20T04:23:00.000-07:00

20th September 09

The merdeka parade's result had announced...

1st- St.Xavior

2nd-Union

3nd-Heng Ee

My 1st time performance n was also my last time performance.... Unable to take chung hwa name back, suffer so many pains,but no gains...

PMR-failure
09 exam-worse
831 parade-failed
SPM- no eyes c

aiz...

2009-09-05T19:41:00.000-07:00

6th September 09

Tmr have to perform funeral again....zzzzz >.<

Raptai....

2009-08-29T07:40:00.000-07:00

29th August 09...............................................good weather

Today is d national day rehearsal....Waliu d...everybody muz wake up at 4am in the morning n muz reach school at about 5 o'clock....zzzzz......Tired d..... Got some members very geng le,woke up at 3am!!!!! they r zhao wen n alvin....cool.... U know y they woke up so earlier??? Just because they wanted go to Mac Donald to eat breakfast..... =.=!!!! geng.... So glad they din stomach pain when performing...muahahahaha....

This morning very rushed le....We nearly late for performing...hahaha....Caz d bus......aduiii...=p..hehe..... Our chung hwa banana team is the 3rd team....Jit sin school just stand beside us lo....so our chung hwa got face le....All felt very competitive...haha.... Caz Jit sin very geng le,we all felt very nervous le...hahaha... So we all very concentrate,feeling competitive....hehe.... I tot jit sin will perform 90 ppl,but today they only 70 xx ppl performed...dunno y...but quite gud la....The dm taller than me...haiz....hahaha... Today tsu huey came to be our helper..... haiz...today kena marah by her....>.<.... Many members getting sunburnt becaz of me....aduh....some ppl 脱皮.....* dunno how to translate....hehe....

So glad the members din get angry n no angry me....phew.... This week i strict abit.... So we know tat "no pains,no gains!!"...We all getting sunburnt until so teruk....So no matter how,This monday muz B d best,Take chung hwa name back!!! I dun wan let sifu down,i oso dun wan let chung hwa principle down.... Although d principle not so like we marching,but i will prove to u tat we reli try our best to change.....

This morning our band did some mistakes....Is all my wrong....I felt very sorry to u all...I made our band today potong markah....haiz...very 100% sorry... D story is like tat 1.... This morning dunno y d distance tat we performed so short.... miss june told me tat maybe is d H1N1,so d distance will short abit... The pasukan infront of me is........dunno wat pasukan..... They all uncle lai,wearing yellow shirt.... After we walked after d VIP stage,they suddenly stopped walking..Then they continue walked away....Then tat time nobody tell me tat when muz we stop....So i also follow them,then we stopped then bersurai...So behind us d team also follow us stopped....Just becaz of we all ppl stopped,made behind's last team stopped infront of the stage then cannot walk... Tsu huey told me tat d judges very angry n potong our marks....

This is reli sad lo....We all practice so hard,just becaz of tis silly yellow shirt team influence me....Now i very felt sorry to my members....If tis monday we din get any gud results,i will regret forever...until d end of my life....haiz..Hope d judges potong abit can le la...haiz...my careless>.<.. After we backed to school,i said sorry to anyone....God bless me d....Nobody felt disappointed n they promised me to RAMPAS back our marks.... Our band changed alot le...thx God......I promise u guys....I wont easily influence by other ppl again....I promise to do D best....Do the best student of sifu!!!! Yeah!!!
GAMBATEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I'm back

2009-08-21T11:18:00.000-07:00

22nd August 09................................Midnight.........................raining

hey yo...Long time din blogging huh......=p within this month,alot of things happened on me....It is all about band... Well,not going to disclose in here,since everythings had settled le....

oh yea....the third exam was over....yeah!! time travelled so fast huh.... N my skin is still so black....everything is fine....hee...=p

My result still din show any improvement.....N is getting worse n worse....Now i reli dunno how to do to improve le...i have tried many ways to change it better,but it doesn't work at all..... How shud i do now??? Y i'm a failure??? every ppl r improving all d time,except tis little blackie shayne....He's still standing on d ground n do nth.... M i going like tis until d end of my life???wats reli problem tat i face?? They can do well,they can think well,they have their own style....Y only i am d one who dunno??? See...now God oso pity about me,raining heavily now...

Oops...d National day is coming soon....My band took part in d parade looo.....My 1st time dm performance!!!! yeah....!! my parents shud b very proud....hahahaha.... There r almost 9 school taking part in d parade competition....so few le hor?? malay school din perform,all have to puasa...pity...=p Countdown 831 from now,still have 9 days to go on....wooo....quite near le...Dunno y no nervous at all d.....?? Maybe tat day can let me n my band show off hor???hehehe...swt swt... Sifu n sook yi maybe ll come to see our 'banana' team loo....feel little pressure le...hehe....

No matter how gud or how bad r we,I have to take chung hwa's name back!!!! No matter how gud heng yee,jit sin school is, I'm willing to take tis challenge!!!! Gambateh guys!!! Do for band,Do for school,Do for Malaysia!!!

Satu Pancaragam!
Satu Malaysia!

THE END

my brother wif my mace

2009-07-26T08:58:00.000-07:00

I'm d second thai-lander

Zam Zam alaka Zam...d mace wont drop 1..trust me

cool leh...

waliu...too heavy

y cant rotate 1????

oh my god!!!the mace gonna hit me...

aiya!!!

thats me...

well....tis is my brother's demo...
actually he din throw d mace...hahaha...just we two like to make funny actions only....muahahaha..

enjoy it...

Nth to do now...post some funny pictures

2009-07-21T05:57:00.001-07:00

Thai lander is here

hmm...wat u look is true,i'm spinning d mace

Fast leh....

waa.....throw too high le....d cars r in trouble i think..

Come back u idiot!!!!

guai.....finally 'u' back

Did u feel ur area there suddenly raining heavily? Tis is because I was playing d tonaldo swing...

warm up meh???

my goodness....my back pain!!!

yeah...finished...

nth to post....so put some funny pics to entertain u all....enjoy it....muahahaha

THE END

GHRRRRrrrrrrr!!!

2009-07-21T05:42:00.000-07:00

21st July 2009...................................................................cold

My goodness!!!!!!!!!!!! Yesterday after d funeral performance,I slept from 7pm until Tis morning... I missed my tuition....I missed my homework!!!! PLus,i missed my study too!!! Tis morning,i felt abit headache,just felt not so well....felt that my body becomes hot n cold suddenly.... I din pay so much attention in class, I was rushing my homework whole morning....haiz....

After backed home, I went to rest....I set my alarm clock and i have to wake at about 5.30pm.... But d alarm doesn't work for me,i continue slp until 7 something....haiyooo....Wats happen on my body machine ar? reli want admit i old alrdy...hahahahha....

The most serious thing is I lazy to study now.....I just sit on d chair and do nth... My determination flys to where??? God....pls help me....I dun wanna stop....adui!!!!! No 1 push me 1....I F4 alrdy.... useless loooo.....ghhhhrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

THE END

Tagged!!!!

2009-07-09T01:19:00.000-07:00

9th July 09...................................rainy

I've been tagged by Ednard Lian for weeks. Oh my goodness...1st time tagged by ppl...haiz... Nvm,100 truths only...i can cheat 1.....shhhh=p

100 Truths
Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: motor khusus
2. Last phone call: sms only
3. Last text message: "wat r u doing??"
4. Last song you listened to: My heart will go on
5. Last time you cried: last yer dunno when

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone: no,but waiting someone to date wif me.
7. Been cheated on: on wat?
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: Most d time
9. Lost someone special: No,i'm d special .... =(
10. Been depressed: guess urself
11. Been drunk and threw up: Nope

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Black
13. Blue
14. white

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: Yea.
17. Laughed until you *nearly* cried: impossible
18. Met someone who changed you: No,only sifu will change me
19. Found out who your true friends were: God!
20. Found out someone was talking about you: yes,HIM
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: can i lie?
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: almost all of them
23. How many kids do you want to have: C my future wife volunteer or not
24. Do you have any pets: dog...
25. Do you want to change your name: i always change my name
26. What did you do for your last birthday: demerit my discipline teacher
27. What time did you wake up today: 0530
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: last night? last night i slept at 7pm.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: girlfriend!!
30. Last time you saw your Mother: this morning...She asked y i slept so earlier???
31.What is the one thing you want to change about your life: My skin colour
32. What are you listening to right now: my heart will go on
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Yea, Tom n jerry right??
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: a no-life and a Low-life from my class.
35. Most visited webpage: Youtube??
36. Whats your real name: Koay Jin Rong
37. Nicknames: Shayne
38. Relationship Status: Single
39. Zodiac sign?: Taurus
40. Male or female?: Male.
41: Primary School : SJK(C) Chiao Nan
42. High School : CHCHS
43. College?: Ask my Dad
44. Hair colour: Black
45. Long or short: Go view my display pic
46. Height: 173 cm
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: yes
48: What do you like about yourself?: I'm handsome
49. Piercings: none
50. Tattoos: nope
51. Righty or lefty: Righty

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: operation my nose....haiz
53. First piercing: not having one at the moment.
54. First best friends: can I have more than 1 best fren??
55. First sport you joined: football
56. First vacation: kek lok si...haha
58. First pair of trainers: no..

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: nothing
60. Drinking: soup
61. Doing: writting "soup"..
62. Listening to: same song
63. Waiting on: faster finish writting tis

YOUR FUTURE :
65. Get Married?: oh yeah!!!....
66. Career?: A teacher...shhh

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: kisses
69. Shorter or taller: taller
70. Older or Younger: younger n mature
71. Romantic or spontaneous: both should be balance
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: u mean gals???
73. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive
74. Hook-up or relationship: i'm still single
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: gals like troublemaker...hie hie

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: My mom?
77. Drank hard liquor: didn't drink any.
78. Lost glasses/contacts: yea
79. Sex on first date: not now
80. Broken someone's heart: no...i ll make them cry only
82. Been arrested: no...
83. Turned someone down: dun get u....
84. Cried when someone died: y shud i?
85. Fallen for a friend?: now...

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: of cuz!
87. Miracles: 50%
88. Love at first sight: only beautiful gal
89. Heaven: 100%
90. Santa Claus: I'm 16 alrdy
91. Kiss on the first date: since i was a baby
92. Angels: yea.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: more than 3 i think....=p
95. Did you sing today?: evry day
96. Ever lied on somebody?: yes...most d time....shhhh=p
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: i would like to go back b4 d concert prac...miss F5 ppl
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: i wish i would never going back...Facing pmr meh...aiyooo
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: Nope
100. Posting this as 100 truths? : When u think tis is true,go trust ba...hahaha

THE END

Let me go...pls

2009-07-06T07:33:00.000-07:00

6th July 009..................................hot!!!

Time passes by n by...Day by Day...Now is d month of July. All games n joys muz stop from now....a new journey for me to walk... A great responsibility have to carry..Just like in d spider man's movie,a special quote:''with great power,comes great responsibility...rmb tat...."

yea,determination is very important... It decides my future...It ll influence my career,my whole life... Dun just simply say but do nth... It's terrible...=p

Last yer,i decided to give up my other society....Caz i love band more than others...After i took my pmr 's result,i alrdy made my decision....Tat is i ll study hard n dun let my frens n family disappoint again....I ll only choose band...N i ll support it until d end!! When i was in F2,I join Buddhist society,band n龙舟..And i quit 龙舟 at d end of december... When i was in F3,i join choir m koperasi...And i quit choir at August...Then for d koperasi,i treat it as i never join b4...hahaha...

The main point tat i wan to say in tis topic is my Buddhist society.... Tis yer January,i told myself,i wont step in tis society anymore... I ll still be a member of tis society,but i wont b d comitee anymore...I dun wan to feel any hurts again.... Every time i attend d meeting,i was just like an invisible ppl....Nobody has ever give me a job to do...every time i just sit on d VIP chair n do nth...There is nobody treat me as a ppl... When i was in F2,d seniors treat me very good...N train me alot..Let me improve n grow up....But when tat 'guy' appeared,every thing change,everyone started to leave me apart...keep spreading d wrong rumors..."外道，邪道，毁谤佛，邪派。。'' tis few words was my another nicks tat times...

Tat time i reli cant bore any more,many ppl misunderstanding...!! I keep praying for God,pls help me to get away from tis painess.... After few weeks,suddenly d rumors stop spreading anymore....Then nobody dare to mension it..U know who is helping me? Is Miss.Sally Khoo...She is my advisor of tis society....She returned my name's back...I felt very grateful.... Now only i know,God is watching us....HE never leave me...thanks...

Tis yer,I'm truly know wat I'm doing....I reli want to make a decision...I chose to quit buddhist society.... Caz there is nth left for me....Compare to Band...When i was down,my band console me....We share joy together...share pain together...I love them,n they love me too....hahahaha... So my life becomes normal again....very enjoy n happy...

Last saturday was d AGM of buddhist society...I din attend it,caz i nid to teach marching...Nid reli focus on 831...

BUT.....

yesterday,one of my senior came to ask me...."R u reli going to leave buddhist society?? R u sure u want to do tis? I dun wan to listen any explanation,i just want to know ur answer? Y u want to leave? I know ur circumstances....but now is d new ppl took over tis society le...r u sure u want to leave?? I give u 3 days to consider,just give me a good answer..." Then she walked away.

hello....pls....pls let me go... How do u all treat me when i was there?? Now after d election only call me back?begging me back? I'm not a toys.... One thing i can be sure of....Once i was a band member,i ll forever be a band member!!! if u ask for opinion,i only can tell u: "I love band more than others...I love my band's family!! There r truly my home... I ll still be d member of buddhist society,but i wont step in comitee's job anymore...."

THE END

speed cooking...!!

2009-07-04T18:59:00.000-07:00

Oooo...my family...

2009-06-26T04:50:00.000-07:00

E-rin n me

After d concert.... A family pic...

me,william,n my asst.dm(alvin lim)

unforgettable memory...

worse until dunno how to say....=p

2009-06-25T02:15:00.000-07:00

25th June 09

Here's my result:

Bc: 73------------improve alot
Bm:51------------drop
Bi:67--------------drop
moral:68----------improve
physic:54---------drop
chemist:44--------same
maths:41----------drop seriously
add maths:63-----drop
sejarah:76---------drop
akaun:51----------drop
sivik:72------------ok?

so.....how worse i am???
maths also can failed.....=p
I reli hate myself...

Since F1 till now...my results dropped non stop d...My study way really bull shit d....haiz.... Am i going to drop until F5??? PMR already past,SPM is waiting for me next yer...Its near n scary!! It decide my future!!! I dun wan to regret again!!! i dun wan get only 2As in SPM!!! i wan my own job!! I dun wan to drop again....i dun wan disappoint every ppl again...

i felt very sorry to my mom...although i still din let her to c my results..or else,i might b killed by her...=p N i oso very sorry to myself....Wat did i say after d PMR,until now i still din make it comes true... Every time i keep saying "sorry sorry sorry" for whom n keep promising them about i will change n improve......BUT now wat i did i get? Does sorry help me to change???

My mom.....A great housewife...She paid for my brother to college....she is just like a hong leong bank....always take money from her.... She has been wasted RM30,000 for my brother to study!!!! She gave my brother atleast rm300 evry month in kl....Her bonus only rm3000 a month....where's those money comes out? she too great!!!helping me n my brother.. But now wat did i get to repay her?? Nth!

I know i negative thinking again....But tis is my blog..I wan to express my feeling in here....although tis is negative topic,but tis is real...Do i need to hide tis? no nid wat.....I let my mom down already....ok....i know tis is only an exam....not spm..i still can change it more better ok?

K....end the topic....Now i want to have my new journey....I ll change! I wont make d same mistake again n again.... I need to grow up...If i still behaving d negative attitude,then how do i improve??? Then how do i lead the band? So...i muz have good thinking....Good study way....good style... A good son..A good drum major...A good motivation for my juniors n comitee... Just like wat sifu said b4... "fell down d...stand up again....muz have stronger heart!!" Challenge!!!! right?? hahaha...

THE END

Advance English????

2009-06-22T08:48:00.000-07:00

22nd June 09

who can tell me ar...y tis exercise so deep 1....almost d same meaning....zzz.....多音多义字？? kata banyak makna??? zzzzz =.=!!!!!

Choose 1 of d words below each sentence to fill gaps.

1.Since giving up smoking,I now find tat___________chocolate.
a)thirst
b)crave
c)hunger

2.Martha is very gud at_________difficult situations.
a)placating
b)appeasing
c)defusing

3.Everyone is_______to bits tat Joe was so successful in d competition.
a)blissful
b)thrilled
c)exultant

4.If he has a tantum,u muznt try to_______him.Dun give in!
a)conciliate
b)appease
c)defuse

5.When Lorna retires,there ll probably b alot of internal applicants 4 wat muz b d most_____job in d company.
a)yearned
b)hankered
c)coveted

6.Fortunately,her parents were___unaware of wat was going on.
a)rapturously
b)blissfully
c)exultantly

haiz...any idea...sia sui nia.....hahahaha....

THE END

18th June 09

2009-06-18T03:58:00.000-07:00

要严而幽默！
要凶而友善！

The End!

2009-06-13T08:51:00.000-07:00

13rd June 09

今天是我最开心的一天，也是我最伤心的一天。中华中学军乐队成功完成音乐会，成功把音乐带动每个人，每个心灵，每个心声。更提升每一个人，更提升彼此的友情，感情。好开心！！！真难以形容心中那一刹那的感动，真的好开心！！也很感谢上天的美意安排，让我天天过得多姿多彩！！T_T...在这一分钟，我真的流泪了。。。

但！！！！！！！

F5就既将要离开乐队了，我真的无法去叙述我内心的挣扎。。我真的好痛苦，真的好难受。。真的睡不着。。>.< Concert end,F5 leave,sk leave,Life end oso...
真的是哭笑不得！！！
为什么上天要我们经历此残酷的结局？？？？？？？？那个问号也代替不了我内心的疑问。。。为什么？？刚遇到的好知己也要默默的离开我，人生到底是什么？悲欢离合，好心酸。。。。

我终于成功接上Drum Major了！！！又要开始忙了。。哎！！师父，我会朝着你的脚步走的，操步和音乐也要一样的好！！！我会努力的提升乐队的！！！很感谢每一个人，那么的支持我，并且鼓励我，批评我。。。能荣幸的担任此重任，真的是大家的功劳！！！谢谢！！也很感谢上天派这个'aunty'好知己陪伴着我这两个星期，我每天都很快乐，虽然每天都吵架。。hmm...

Hong Kuan!!无论将来发生什么，我会把你所教的东西发扬光大一代传一代！！流芳百世！！我会朝着师父(chang en)的脚步走的！！

军乐队加油！！

朋友，再会了！！

Sk,再见了。。

Music Rendezvous II here we go!!!

2009-06-11T22:14:00.000-07:00

12nd June 09

2 weeks practice coming to d end,after today we r going to face d war..

Music Rendezvous Here We Go!!

One Band,One Dream!!

Yeah!!!

My Song" New version"

2009-05-25T03:54:00.000-07:00

25th May 09 Hot day

对面的足球传过来

对面的足球传过来，传过来传过来
教练一早已交待，
请不要把球传得太快。。Oih!

对面的前锋真悲哀，说出来谁明白，
我们只能被主宰，
庄家们都乐开怀。。。

*我假装跌倒，假装受伤，
目的就是为了要骗jalan..
当球盘一关，我连破两关，
庄家就这样赢几百万。。。

对面的足球传过来，传过来传过来，
我的灵魂再次出卖，
为了钱啊，真无奈。。

对面的足球传过来，传过来传过来
教练一早已交待，
请不要把球传得太快。快。。。快！！！

*我假装跌倒，假装受伤，
目的就是为了要骗jalan..
当球盘一关，我连破两关，
庄家就这样赢几百万。。。赢几百万。。
lai lai.....lai lai...lailailailai
Eh Foul liao!!!!
lai lai lai lai.....lai lai....
lai lai lai lai....ah Goal!!!!

*原调:对面的女孩看过来
主唱:Shayne Koay

Exam!!!

2009-05-25T03:53:00.001-07:00

25th May 09

No comments....=p

我。。。到底发生什么？

2009-05-22T18:49:00.000-07:00

23rd May 09

这不是我，
怎么心胸狭窄了？
这不是我。。。
我到底怎么了？
我低估了你，
有一句话说，
士别三日，即更刮目相待。。
现在不得我不信了。。。

I have a friend,which is name loke loke....We r same class at this year...From the 1st term of exam,she took the 4th place in class...And i took the 8th place in class... Dont know why she suddenly improving so fast....Last time i asked her what effort did she put....But she said that she only depended on her sis's test paper then only can get high marks....

Then i suddenly become very jealous wif her...Not because of she has a sis at behind...Just don't know y my heart feel very uncomfortable....y?? This is a small matter,y i'm behaving like a child.... Maybe alice was right,maybe i'm always win her...Now she suddenly win me,thats made me uncomfortable.... I'm childlish right?

This is not the 'shayne' i am.....When I ll wake??? Where am I..?? Pls wake up SHAYNE!!!

THE END

Exam!!!

2009-05-22T18:23:00.000-07:00

22nd May 09

My chemistry......study so hard but d questions still so hard....

Exam

2009-05-21T02:50:00.000-07:00

21st May 09

My Bm gone.......Thanks God for my Sejarah....yeah!!!

Exam

2009-05-20T03:55:00.000-07:00

20th May 09

4 mistakes in my english today....Lost 8 marks in my Sivik...!!
All the best n God bless for my sejarah essay tmr.....**

Exam

2009-05-20T03:54:00.000-07:00

19th May 09

My maths really drop....Bc...ok la....

Regret....

2009-05-18T03:10:00.000-07:00

18th May 09

Exam is here...It ll only finish on next Friday...=p Today was my akaun test....I was completely hurt n upset,I cant finish all d questions that given....Its too hard n boring.... My class only two ppl had finished it.... The time given was too rush n short....!!!

No more A's for my akaun....haiz.... If my mother find it out whether i fail tis subject or only pass, I think something will waiting for me to suffer le...aduii...=p As for tmr subjects..."Maths"!! Although tis is d easiest subject.., but.....>.<... Maybe only get B.... I'm regret now....After d akaun test,my heart becomes very painful... I regret that I was unable to arrange my study time for tis term exam....My akaun gone....Maths is going too...!!!

Akaun,maths n sivik....tis 3 subjects,i decided to give up.... Haiz....muz let it go le...Hope i put extra effort to gain my subjects next time.... Now only sejarah,chemistry n physic can help me....I only focus on tis 3 subjects now...haiz....Really regret...God..forgive me...

THE END

Exam

2009-05-17T23:50:00.000-07:00

18th May 09

I failed my akaun!!!!!

Exam!!!

2009-05-15T18:16:00.001-07:00

15th May 009

BM2 so hard......!!!! haiz....i think my bm1 ll gone next week..>.<
Hate exam...! So glad i'm not malay!! =.=

Add Maths 2 ...So far So good.... phew..... ^.^

Tut!

2009-04-15T02:52:00.000-07:00

Oh no!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My mace!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Tomorrow raptai!!!!!!allah!!

Disclose my results

2009-03-31T08:51:00.000-07:00

31st March 09

BC:69
BM:63
BI:91
Add Maths:70
Maths:73
Physic:66
Chemist:47
Sejarah:82
Moral:66
Akaun:84

Conclusion:
My results very "tut"..I still haven't find my study way....Failure !!

THE END

跪羊图

2009-03-26T01:29:00.000-07:00

古圣先贤孝为宗，万善之门孝为基。
礼敬尊亲如圣贤，成就生命大意义。
父母恩德重如山，知恩报恩不忘本。
做人饮水要思源，才不愧对父母恩。

小羊跪哺，闭目吮母液；
感念母恩，受乳恭身体。
膝落地，姿态如敬礼；
小羊儿，天性有道理。
人间孝道，及时莫迟疑。
一朝羽丰，反哺莫遗弃。
父身病，是为子劳成疾；
母心忧，是忧儿未成器。

多少浮云游子梦，奔波前程远乡裏，
父母倚窗扉，苦盼子女的消息。
多少风霜的累积，双亲容颜已渐老，
莫到忏悔时，未能报答父母恩。

为人子女，饮水要思源；
圆满生命，尽孝无愧意。
儿女心，无论在何地，
给双亲一声感恩您。

>>>go hear>>>

THE END

S.P(spring soft)

2009-03-25T01:08:00.000-07:00

25th March 009

我明白，
你为我着想，
我明白，
你做出的决定。
我深知，
你为我的好意，
我深知，
你对我的专一。

我还是喜欢你，
我还是想念你；
我，
还是放不下。
如果这是你最好的决定，
为何彼此都不感到自由？

S.P是最好的代替名，
我了解你的处竟，
今年就是你的大考。
人生不能从来过，
就只有区区的一次...
我会一直等着你，
我从不打开心胸，
接纳她人..

直到你变心的那一天....

The End

Mace vs Teach?

2009-03-18T21:05:00.000-07:00

19th March 09 ====================================Rainy day

I have a friend,which is call XX...He is a trainee dm and is also my best friend too...He is nice and talkative...And is part of my team(Eastlife) too...=p Ofcourse today i wanted to talk about him.... I am unable to tell him what my feeling and how selfish I am....

I need a dm which is only focus on teaching and not only focus on playing mace...Members r more important,even u really have that talent to play mace...For me,I prefer focus on teaching...And always change my style to make my members to improve....I only practicing my mace when i have time....U won't know how hard is it to make all members to improve....

Recently,XX always asking hong kuan to teach him play mace....He taught him many tactics but not me...Sometimes i will think,maybe they r from the same section???... Last few days,I finally cant endure anymore....I went to tell him:"XX,focus more on teaching,not playing..ok?" But he replied with this answer:" I'm not going to be a dm,I just want to play..."

Until yesterday,I saw him playing better than me....He started to become the second hong kuan.... He is very good in playing mace and improving very fast... Beside,he is better than me now..His learning so fast,improving so fast...

I started becoming so jealous with him..I know i should not have this kind of thinking....I know i might be killed by my sifu if he read this...hee....=p Now sifu is not by my side le...Many things i don't know want to tell who,so i choose to express my feeling in here... I'm not afraid of how ppl look me....I also a human right? I also have emotion n feeling...I just need direction.....I need u....

THE END

12nd Mac 09(Exam)

2009-03-11T23:25:00.000-07:00

11st Mac 009 (Exam)

2009-03-10T23:15:00.000-07:00

EXAM!!! 10-3-09

2009-03-10T06:30:00.000-07:00